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BBQ @ Caribbean keppel bay
Saturday, March 28, 2009 1:11 PM / 1st Story
BBQ @ CARIBBEAN KEPPEL BAY, 27th March 2009
*Here's some pics of the day;)*
Updates....!
Thursday, March 26, 2009 8:33 PM / 1st Story
#1..
I never once expected things to be the way it is right now.. Whenever i ask, it doesn't mean that i am being a busy body and poking my nose into everything and anything.. I asked cause i am being concern.. I asked cause the matter includes me.. I just want things to get better.. But instead of giving me support, it brought me disappointment and fear.. I couldn't ventilate or voice out to anyone about the actual matter.. It kills me deep withing actually..
#2
Honestly speaking, it felt much much better after the session.. The weight that was in my heart is finally gone.. I know myself best and trust me, i don't really have many closure with my friends.. But i'm glad things are much better now..and i know u know that we know that we will have many more beautiful chapters ahead..;) Love ya!
#3
work load has been pretty heavy nowadays.. There was once in point of time that i felt like breaking down cause the work is just to much.. I can say that its not mainly the work.. its the expectation is heavy.. how much longer can i last? God knows.. It all depends on who is the team of the day rights;)
**Meeting my SJbabies tomorrow and having BBQ after that with my colleagues...;)**
***Meeting usual suspects on Saturday..;)***
I never once expected things to be the way it is right now.. Whenever i ask, it doesn't mean that i am being a busy body and poking my nose into everything and anything.. I asked cause i am being concern.. I asked cause the matter includes me.. I just want things to get better.. But instead of giving me support, it brought me disappointment and fear.. I couldn't ventilate or voice out to anyone about the actual matter.. It kills me deep withing actually..
#2
Honestly speaking, it felt much much better after the session.. The weight that was in my heart is finally gone.. I know myself best and trust me, i don't really have many closure with my friends.. But i'm glad things are much better now..and i know u know that we know that we will have many more beautiful chapters ahead..;) Love ya!
#3
work load has been pretty heavy nowadays.. There was once in point of time that i felt like breaking down cause the work is just to much.. I can say that its not mainly the work.. its the expectation is heavy.. how much longer can i last? God knows.. It all depends on who is the team of the day rights;)
**Meeting my SJbabies tomorrow and having BBQ after that with my colleagues...;)**
***Meeting usual suspects on Saturday..;)***
Sunday, March 15, 2009 2:13 PM / 1st Story
EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN
Friday, March 13, 2009 2:30 AM / 1st Story
EMOTIONAL DESTRESS on the run!!Honestly speaking, this week has been a week full of suprises that arent that pleasant actually.. I never felt so down in my entire life before..I didnt expect things to happen the way it is right now.. For those who know what i am referring to, ShhhHh..its between u and me.. Its hard facing so many tragedy in 4days... All these while i've always been strong that i thought.. but after these few tragedy, i can to realise that i am weak deep within actually.. For the first time in my life, i had an emotional breakdown for 3whole hours..
At that point of time, i wish i had someone who i could voice out my problems and feelings that is deep within me.. But apparently, i cant.. Only God knows whats running in my mind and heart..
I do not know know long i can stand strong as i am now..I may get weak and just give up on things..Cause honestly, i'm emotionally tired now..
Forgive me for being so negative, but it is the fact..i dont know how much longer i can last standing in the situation i am in..
I do not expect people to understand me fully.. neither do i expect anything from anyone.. All i wish for is a listening ear when i am in need of one..
**Life! full of suprises and unexpected things...~falling apart~**
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Sunday, March 08, 2009 6:57 PM / 1st Story
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Starting my night duty tomorrow again..
But this time round, it'll be 4 nights..
i know and i confirm will be tired and be dead tired..
sigh!!
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Starting my night duty tomorrow again..
But this time round, it'll be 4 nights..
i know and i confirm will be tired and be dead tired..
sigh!!
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Mon!
Thursday, March 05, 2009 8:18 PM / 1st Story
Met Up with My Usual Suspects on Mon..
Met Up With Liana Love & Sadiq @ JE..
Venue Of The Day:: WOODLANDS CAUSEWAY POINT;)
Peeps Involved: ME!Liana!Shikin!Sadiq!Izarr!Fiza!
*peeps missing: Sha!Olie!Wawan!*
Met Up With Liana Love & Sadiq @ JE..
Venue Of The Day:: WOODLANDS CAUSEWAY POINT;)
Peeps Involved: ME!Liana!Shikin!Sadiq!Izarr!Fiza!
*peeps missing: Sha!Olie!Wawan!*
