two parts to today's entry..
1)camwhoring with ginaMei
2)i'm in love..but shd this love come to and end
to start a new one?

PART ONE..
Met up with Gina Mei to guide her through the topics for the presentation..=))and after which, with me around..CAMWHORING came..!!=))

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PART TWO
Honestly,i've been thinking about "him" since yesterday night..
a whole lot of feelings running in me at one shot..Fear!Doubt!Sad!Dissapointed!Angry!Worried!Lost!

i don't know what to do exactly..I love him and i truly do love him..
But knowing his personality,another 2years waiting for him might just be waiting of time for me OR a sense of security..?
I have to wait to know what the future lies ahead right?

Truly in love with him since 2006..sacrificed alot for him..
cared for him..protected him..
another 2years..will definately be filled with uncertainties..
i question myself and asking whether i should still love him..
half of me says,"give up..move on!"
the other half said "who are u trying to fool here marina..every1 knows u love him with your whole heart or even more..with your whole life.."
what am i to do actually?i have no idea..

i wanna love him and let him be the man of my life..
but..the future is unclear..2yrs he'll be NS..2 whole years..
and God!!i'll miss him like crazy for sure..
i seriously wanna love him and only him..but please..
show me a sign..give me a sense of security..
you know that i love you and only you..no one else..
so please..give me a sign if i should give up or anything..

PS: seeking for security & love..
(i need a warm hug....)

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