..Beautiful Disaster..

That's how i will describe today's day at work.. It was a disaster but it had a beautiful side to it..
If i were to list out the disasters' of the day, it will take forever to finish up this blog entry and you'll see many bold words in the entry.. To keep it short, i'll summarise today..=))


Today at work was plainly crap!
For the first time,i'm facing a thousand and one things at one shot.. I told myself that i want to make working days a better one by being positive and smile always.. But total was a total disaster that i could hardly smile at work.. Its either i'm filled with anger and frustration in me Or feeling down with tears in my eyes.. Never was i being left alone to face everything by myself.. Yes,i faced situation similar to today's situation, but today was beyond the control of my emotions.. I could stop myself from feeling what i felt today..

*if i missed out somethings, please tell me,i'll correct it..and if i'm not sure, when i ask, tell me what should be done..i'll learn..i'm still learning..i'm no expert..i'm still new..dun give me that freaking look when u talk to me..you can tell me what is wrong,i dun mind..i'll accept it..But talking behind me and talking your shits,it makes my blood boil..will ur blood boil if i talk behind u when u are near me?u will get angry right?common sense lah bitch! one look at you, can tell that u are slapable!its just my luck that i have to work with you for a few more months before i can ask for a transfer..so damn you bitch if you get on my nerves one more time..you'll get it from me..*

Beautiful side..=))
Saw the good looking guy at work today..we did smile to each other..=) even though i was very stress, seeing him will auto my smile..=)*Grin* but after that,i'll be the furious me once again..

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Sometimes,i wonder..who i am deep within..
Am i...?
Someone who is tigerous when anger and frustration runs in my blood?
Or
Someone who breaks into tears when emotion takes over her mind?
Or
Someone who smiles when she sees a reason to smile?
Or
Someone who melts into happiness when she's with her loved ones/special ones?
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I'm missing my 1love cousins..
*can i meet u guys again?i'm in love with you guys...hehee..you guys are always on the top of my list..*
I'm missing deeanah,sal,ima,tasya!!*my nursing gfs!*
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Msg from adeq mie..*Rinduu skali!!*
KAKAKku!!!!!
disini juga adeQ berada..takkan hilang ke mana-mana..sayang adeQ kpd kakak tk akan luput..
walaupun adeQ harus lintasi tujuh lautan besar, adeQ akan rempuhi hanya utk kakak.. dan hanya utk kakak seorang..
i still love u & always miss u kak!
memang lama tk jumpa...
kakak jaga diri baik2 k!
***sweet kan my adeq...i miss him loads tau...=((he is one special adeq..=))hmMmm..dun noe when i get to meet him again..***

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