Personally for me,today my day is going haywired..Chinese New Year,Holiday,Day Off..I should be happy right people?i know..But there's too much on my mind now..Work today was ok..Simply because i wasnt paying attention to the lecture..i was busy playing my friends PSP..*haha!*Just wasnt in the right set of mood to focus.. The day got worse when me and friends found out that today wasnt payday..!!*wth!!we are suppose to use that 700 for 2month?who are u kidding?i aint no child..*

With many things on my mind,my night sleeps are getting lesser..waking up often at night..only to realise that its not morning yet.. No1 knows how stressed up i am right now..My Bills,my daily food,transportation back and for..Its just so hard..i cant ask from my parents..Coz i'm working now..But..surviving life now is hard.. Gastric pain and migraine are making a comeback every day now..the pain physically and mentally for me now,is just too much..who understand?i'm not sure.. Just by looking at my eyes,you can read alot from it.. Not many understand,but i dun blame anyone for not understanding.. Its just me.. Breaking down slowlyyyy....

i'm falling sick again i think..

gastric pain is getting stronger..

lips are cracking..

ulcer is killing..

migraine is staying..

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