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MaRinA iS Me!
Just Turned 20 on 18Aug. . LEO BABY=D
PAP//Xingnan Pri//Westwood Sec//ITE SiMei AHS//Hospital
Missy IN Nursing since Jan 2006
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Today is Officially our last day of Foundation Programme..

Personally, i do feel sad knowing and accepting that today is the last day of F.P..F.P started since 28th January..and how time flies..I'm gonna miss the times when we take pictures during our breaks just to kill the boredom in us..Miss eating our own snacks while the CI/Sister is teaching us..Miss the 'happening' moments between us..Gonna miss disturb people..[elephanty,t.14, giraffey,jiwer,kerut and many more]..Gonna miss seeing tasya & dee fighting.. Gonna miss screaming across the room.. Further more,alot of people from my batch is in the same hosp as me..really hope to see them around..=)) During lunch hours,was heading to the ladies after our lunch..but as i walk,i saw my fren with abghansem..i was talking to my friend,while abghansem suddenly came in and talk too..*heheee..he's cute & good looking k..=)*

anyways,TMR IS GRADUATION DAY!!=)) which only means,CAMWHORING TIME!!=)) sure go crazy taking pictures..=)really miss my D Class loads!!

One Whole Day In Ward...

*Shagged and dead tired*

Woke up late this morning..i only woke up at 5.35am..*yiaks*late huhh?kind of actually.. But left house as usual..6.30am,i'm out=)Met adeq at void deck..cause he is also going to the hosp to visit.. So waited for the bus..and trust me,thanks to the bus,i was late!!the bus only came at 6.50?like what the hack..!!i was soOo late..and Oops..my watch is identical to some1's watch..*yiaks..*So anyways,i was so late,my girlfriends were all there already..*sorry gals..* didnt manage to sign our attendance in the morning..Saw adeq walking to Bowyers' block..For what?Only to find out that,he lost his way..*keciannn adeqq..*Work started at 8am sharp..But before that,me and hanah told our sister' that on the 20th,we are having our Graduation Ceremony..And she said,then both of u will be RestDay..*cool or wad!!* Hassan got B2 for sure cause male side..Hanah got Central cause female..and Me?I got A class side..*thanks eh!!*

i was kind of lost at first,but after awhile,i got used to working at A side..The staff there are all friendly and good..I mean,they guided me very well..I love working with them..Smiles and more smiles..=) the day got busier by the hour..moving around non-stop..*tiringggg!!* went for lunch break only at 12nn..after that,back to work babyy..as i was working,my best friend visited me..know who?Migraine..!!Yes..Migraine has been a everyday thing for me now..Its scary and its tiring to have migraine everyday u know..i mean...migraine can get very very serious u know..I'm only 19..and i got migraine sick 14/15years old..?4-5yrs of migraine?its scary especially now,i'm facing migraine everyday..

Todays' Reflection??: Working for the first time as an EN,and patients asking u so much..Its rather stressing and scary at first..But as the time goes by,i was ok with it..Being able to build a close bond with the patients and staffs..Able to make patients smile..its really something to me.. Further more,i'm working in the A-side..scary definately..but thanks to the staffs there,i feel better and reassured..=)I like A-side now..heheee..=)) Like what my friends say,think positive and make things better..and u'll feel better.. And now,i feel Good.!!=)

Officially Sick..
**Back To Foundation Programme!!**
Its the first day of the week,and i seem so dead already..Yesterday night,i slept with migraine..Toss&turned but i still could not get my solid sleep..All i got was a "on&off sleep".. Sadly,i woke up with migraine too..*sigh!* Got ready for work and everything..Left home and only realised that i dun know where i put my nametag..i went back home..search and search,but only to find out that it was in my bag all along..*blur me!* In the train,Adeq Theodore msged me..*long time nvr see him!!* Reached work as usual,slack*Bluek!*It was back to lecture and gosh..i felt so sick..My migraine came back with a sudden attack..From the back to the front and back to the centre..and stayed there..*Hurts!*i was like pulling my hair..going crazy due to the pain..it was already so cold in the room..and with my migraine,it really hurts to the max! i was only Ok after lunch..but still,i could feel the pain..*hate being sick!* the rest of the time,i spend playing PSP, exploring my friends phone and slacking..*haha!*
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Home Sweet Home...
Thank God i'm home..=)That was the first thing that came to my mind...you have no idea how tired i am..physically and mentally...dead tired..! As usual,i'll be online,checking my mails, my blogs, do some other stuff and updating bloggy.. And as i was online,someone msn-ed me..=) i was really shocked and suprised that the person will actually msn..and well,we chatted and did some catching up..*Gosh!i miss "..." so much..i really wanna see "...."*hopefully i get to see him before he goes for his National Service in May/June?i'm hoping..*praying hard* we talked about our individual lifes and love life..i left hanging there for moments...but changed the topic suddenly..*dun ask why..very long story..* i just miss ....=))

Anyways,tomorrow will be a whole day at ward..=P*yiakz!*praying hard for myself..gonna wear the uniform again..so,if u see me,count urself as lucky..*Haha..*coz not many get to see me in uniform..*lol!!*

have to go now..need plenty of rest*coz sick* and need to iron uniform now..

((Missing DeqZaimie,RandyBro,DeqTheodore,OneLove,Girlfriends,SJBabies..)) SHAGGED!!!
today was the first day that i'm practically working in the new ward..
Damn!A side..Super tired..
Shall now update anymore for now..
I'm DEAD TIRED..didnt have the energy to go over to my cousin place for tahlil..*sorry OneLove*

--Missing OneLove,DeqZaimie,RandyBro,DeqTheodore,Girlfriends,HannahSis,ElSyg...-- No Updates For Today..
Tomorrow shall be the first day that i will be wearing the hospital uniform..
It is also the first day of Clinical Practice,ward setting..
*yiakz!! scared..=P*
Good Luck To Myself for the first day in a new ward,with new staffs..

Congratulations To Myself as this will be my 600th Post in my dear bloggy..!!=))

Today was pretty much ok..I messages adeqMie today..saying that i miss him loads!!*RINDUUU!* he's been working hard and it must be hard on him..I pray that he'll be ok and taking care always..Coz i love my lil adeq loads! Msg Randy bro,and gosh i miss him too!! Today's lesson was OK..cause i cant get to sleep..its Very Cold and i was shivering badly.. The only time that made me 100% awake was the last lesson for the day..It was fun cause we had discussion and everything..I had fun today.. And i'm only hoping that tmr will be pay day..cause i'm superduper broke this month.. Today,i took lots and i mean lots of pictures with friends!!! I love them!!=))

*DeqZaimie--kakak rinddduuuuuuu sangat kat adeq..dah lame tak umpe adeq..Rindu rindu rindu kat adeq!!I Love u adeq!!=))

*randyBro--bro!!i miss u so much..its been long and i truly miss ya loads bro!! Love ya Bro!!

*OneLove--I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!

I'm just tired and feeling down..nothing much to update..Anyways,i've found out which department i belong to..and which ward i am gonna work at..

Semoga Rohnya Dicucuri Rahmat...

I woke up as usual this morning..But received a shocking news from mom..She told me that my buyot(greatgrandma) just passed away around 12plus.. On the way to work in the train,tears filled my eyes and could only pray in my heart..Even though i'm not naturally close to her..I still feel the lost deeply..Cause she's my greatgrandma afterall..The last time i saw her was last year.. As i type this entry out..tears surrounds my eyes..
I can only pray for her now..
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan dia tergolong dikalangan orang2 yang beriman.. Sunday the 3rd Feb 2008..
Here i am updating once again..Where am i now?at my cousins place..hanging out there..Well,u people may ask.."why am i spending alot of time with my cousins?" Well,for me,eversince many things happened in the past years,i truly realise the power of being a family..Blood is definately thicker than water..But Blood itself is a powerful word..OneLove,is the exact people whom i truly love and care and treasure for..No doubt that there are gaps in our age, different personality and everything..But being different is unique..that's why i love them..Honestly,i treat OneLove just like my own family..like my very own Big Sisters and Big Brothers..I dont take my hats off and respect every Tom,Dick or Harry on this earth..OneLove is the one i gave my respect to the MOST..Kakak Ayu,Abg Han,Abg Mamalm,Kak Noi & TwinWan..They truly are the smiles of my days..i simply just love the times we spent together..Every gathering or movie or sleep over,i'll always look forward to meet them..Why?They are the best people to be with on earth..!!=))

ONELOVE is LOVED BY MsReen!! Good night people...Oops.!! i mean, Good Morning to all..
here i am blogging at this hour...?*Crazy?* nope! just happen that i'm still awake after a long day...Earlier on,went to my grandma place..and met up with my cousins..ans as usual,i'll always want to bunk over at kakak's place..=)) so we decided to go arab street actually..but we changed the venue when we've reached Arab's street..We decided to go to Changi Airport instead to have Popeye..=) Only left the airport ard 1240plus?And home sweet home for us..=) Well,i think its time for me to sleep?have to wake up early later..NIGHTS AND MORNING PEOPLE!!=)

5th Day of Foundation Programme,1st February 2008

Today was OK,as usual right?Nth new..Just that i finally receive my uniforms today.. Usually,i'll like and love fridays..But for these week,its gonna be different..Tomorrow still have to go to work..*sad right?*But half day,so ok lah..=) read OneLove's blog..planning to go out on the weekend of CNY..Looking forward to meet my OneLove..=))

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Yesterday Night..

I messaged adeqMie..*i miss him!*his messaged moved me to tears..Reading his message made my heart smile..My adeq is forever sweet and loving and i love my adeq alot and always.. Deep in me,i've been missing my adeq alot..and his message just moved me to tears so much..It made me miss my adeq even more..I miss him so much..and he miss me too..We simply miss each other..and i promise that i will give adeq a big hug when i see him the next time..cause i deeply and truly miss my adeq..He'll forever be the reason why i smile everyday=)

Messaged randyBro..and i miss him too!its been long since i last saw him or adeqMie..I miss this two guys!its really sweet of him to msg me and ask me how my day at work has been and i truly appreciate it..He'll always give me the fullest support whenever i needed them..=)

ONELOVECOUSINS!
**WhiteRose**/ aBg maMaL@1Love*/ Kak Ayu@1Love*/ abG hAn@1Love*/

HyrulAnuar*/HyruLites*/ FizaDear...*/AishahDear..*/ LianaLove*/KinDear..* SadiQ Jamilah..*/ GirlFriend!SV Bii*/Deq illa=D*

fErYnN@gaL2/ Anna@galgalCumSis/ PikMun@Mummy/ Esther*SL*/ Aaron@Kor/
HamyzaHalek/ whitepaperdoll/ SVcreationz/ Missy Tasya@missy/ catherine@Jie/ Missy Sipelle@Sis/ Missy Qing Huei@Sis/ Missy Rafian/ LiyAnA=)@SIsz/ Lizzie@Sis/ sHaHirAh@DEQ*loved*/ nani@DEQ*PersonalLove*/ Dilah@DEQ*loved*/ YiChin@juniorME/ sYaz@DEQ*loved*/ DeQ EyQa@adEq/ cRysTaL@mEi**/ aDeLiNe@gaLgaL/ eLLa/ dEQ Nurull2/ Umairah*XPS*