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Welcome To The World Of Marina.
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AbtMe!
MaRinA iS Me!
Just Turned 20 on 18Aug. . LEO BABY=D
PAP//Xingnan Pri//Westwood Sec//ITE SiMei AHS//Hospital
Missy IN Nursing since Jan 2006
Passion:Arts + Photography + Music + Dance + Family(1Love!)
Loved: 1Love Cousins + Suspects
Life status: SingleHood
Love status:Single
Bloggy Officially started on:4thJune2006=)
Today foundation programme was Ok..except that the last part very trashy..But it was Ok.. Today was back to cam-whoring again with friends..more pictures to come..still somewhere around Singapore..*haha!*nothing much to update actually..just that i'm feeling kind of lost deep inside..
3rd Day Of Foundation Programme,30th January 2008 Today was long and draggy..I had lunch from 11.15 to 12.15..*thats very early for me as lunch* The programme ended early today..So me and friends when to take our card from the HR.. Mood for the day during F.P? No Mood to absorb anything..Dont ask me why or anything..It was cold and my hands were as cold as ice..Other than that,i'm really in a no mood..i hate today..! **** OneLove [a name that was officially announced on 29th Jan 2008.. Our cousin-ship is rather big..But many things have changed ever since..Therefore,OneLove is still standing strong despite all those that has happened in the past years..OneLove itself will definately be stronger and better.. I have always loved my OneLoveCousins and i'm still loving them..they are my strongest pillar of support even..i'm loving OneLove..=)] ***** Ketulusan Hati - Anuar Zain Cinta ku tak berdusta Tak mengenal lingkar Tak kenal nestapacinta ku hanya indah Hanya bahagia Untuk selamanya Apa yang kurasakan ini Persembahan untuk dirimu Kau dengarkan kasih ku Mencintai mu Tak mengenal waktu Tak mengenal puitis Hanya tulusnya hati Mencintai mu Tak mengenal ragu Keyakinan hati ku Hanya untuk dirimu Selalu... Cinta ku tak berdusta Tak mengenal lingkar Tak kenal nestapa Tak ada seribu janji Hanya bahagia Untuk selamanya Apa yang kurasakan ini Persembahan untuk dirimu Kau dengarkan kasih ku Mencintai mu Tak mengenal waktu Tak mengenal puitis Hanya tulusnya hati Mencintai mu Tak mengenal ragu Keyakinan hati ku Hanya untuk dirimu Selalu... Apa yang kurasakan ini Persembahan untuk dirimu Kau dengarkan kasih ku Mencintai mu Tak mengenal waktu Tak mengenal puitis Hanya tulusnya hati Mencintai mu Tak mengenal ragu Keyakinan hati ku Hanya untuk dirimu Selalu...
2nd Day Of Foundation Programme as a Missy..[29th January 2008]
Part One
I had to wake up at 0430hrs in the morning.. Honestly,i didnt feel like waking up..But i know i have to right?
On the way to work,guess who i saw?Mazni Sis!!=)after many years not seeing her,i finally saw her this morning..and you know,she's my nursing junior now=)Cool right? Good luck to her=)
Overall for today: I learnt more about wounds and pain management.. But seriously,the lecture hall was very very cold!i was still shivering even though i had a sweater on..*damn right?* But i just had to keep myself warm..How?I have no idea at all,but i managed too.. Inbetween,i sure had fun and laughters with my group of friends..Really had fun laughing away and 'gossiping' about some people..*evil?nope...=)* Today,i took alot of pictures with some of my friends..
Part Two!
After reading,i really realise that my cousins are different now..Things change and it will not be the same again..I thought life was beautiful in the past..But now,i realise that the past is the past..they thought life will be dark and hard for us now..But Sorry to say that my life with my ONELOVE Cousins now,is stronger than ever.."What doesn't kill us makes us stronger",that was what my abg said..For me Kakak,Abg&kakNoi is my siblings coz i "became" their adq angkat cum Huat anak angkat..*Loved!*Wawan has always been my "twin"since i was very young.. so by nature these 4people + 1(abgHan) is my siblings.. The rest,AbgIwan,AbgMalek and AbgDidi are still loved.. I dont care whatever happens,i dont need those people..I'm in Love with ONELOVE COUSINS!!
Yesterday Night: I seriously had a hard time getting to sleep..Toss and turn but i just couldnt sleep..But thankfully i managed to get some sleep by 12midnight..But thanks to those who messaged me at night.. RandyBro=) DeqIwan:Good Luck on ur first day.. DeqNani:Kak,take care alright. 2morrow is ur 1st dae of work. Remember, dun tired urself,if tired take a break or someting. I will pray 4 ur safe-ty. Do meet up soon. Love=D AyuneDarling:Marina gd luck 4 tmr n happy werking wish u all e best n remember no matter wat u are stil my bestfriend gd nite;) ____________________________ Officially: Marina becomes Missy today,28th January 2008
I woke up feeling tired and not wanting to work..But looked at myself in the mirror and told myself that i have to look at life differently now..I'm gonna work full time now and i have my part in the family now.. Otw,adeqIwan msged me..and trust me,i was like smiling to myself in train thanks to his msg.. *thanks deq for making my day,a brighter one..sayyang dier..!* [...:Morning jie..! hahaa..Enjoy ur first day okies.. Start of something new..] Meet my girls and friends..and i'm suprised that alot of my classmates are in the same batch as me..=)*cool!*introduction was done and so is everything..We've received our 1st booklet and one more to come..Today,we've learnt about safety for patient and ourselves,legal issues,fire safety.. But trust me on one thing,the room was Very CoLd!!i was still shivering eventhou i was using my sweater..tomorrow onwards,Converse Sweater,here u come!Took a snap or two..but trust me,more will come=) WAIT!! i was shocked when i reached home..My mom told me that my grandma kept calling her asking about me..so i called her after eating my dinner..And i must say,my grandma is very cute! I love her!!=)) A million and one thanks Kakak and abang..i'll be a better adeq=)
*day 1 has ended..Day 2 awaits...*
REPLY TO TAGGS!!=) Abang: I will abg..thanks a million abg..=)i will definately do my best=) LiyanaSis: Thanks sis!!=) Kak: Thanks kak..=)i will..=)
Yesterday,my mind was going haywired and pretty clueless at night..I wasnt able to decide there and then about certain things..At night,i messaged adq and i am very touched by him.. Maybe thats because he is the Little Star that brightens up my days and nights..=)
Here's 1 of the short conversation we had.. [Adq:Kak,adq nk mkn choco ferrero. .tap syg la,kakak lah yg 1st person yg kasi choc kat adq. . Me:Mkn je deq. . Lain kali,kakak belikan choc lagi. . Asalkan adq kakak happy,kak happy. . Adq:Tapi i treasure e tings frm u. e even msges. . Me:Kak reali appreciate it deq. . Kakak akan tetap sayangi adq no matter what. . Mkn e choc k adeq. . Adq:Ok kak. .luv u very much & always! Me:Luv u very much and always too..=)]
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Attended Kak Ctar & Abg Zee Wedding..
All i can say out here is..Congratulations To You Kak..
One think i can finally rest my mind on is my financial status.. Well,at least i know that i'll be ok before my next pay comes in right? Its gonna be alright for now..i hope.. Just that i have to keep in mind that i cant spend anything else for now.. Just have to focus on my transportation and daily food for 1 and a half weeks before payday..
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I'm not sure whether i wanna go tomorrow..i mean..i'm not a good actor who can pretend as though nothing has and had happened before this..should i stay or should i go?i'm still thinking hard..i just cant seem to decide at this stage..Sorry..But its just me..
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My type of person? Simple but complicated too..I'll admit that i can get very emotional at times..you can bring me down easily..I know i'm hard headed and very stubborn at times..if i say it,i mean it..thats just me..But i know,i usually hide my emotions within myself..i dun wanna trouble the people around me with my problems..i dun open up about my problems..but i'll be the usual self and the happy me when i'm with people..its just me..
Lets just say that i guided my juniors for the last time today..
at first,i was really in a no-mood..i was irritated so easily by some of my juniors just now..as in,seriously irritated by some people..
I dont blame them for the rate at they are going..But i must really wish my sec3 juniors GooDLucKfor the days to come cause alot will be happening..Sad to say that i will not be around that often from now onwards to guide them..its rather sad for me..But they have to stand on their own feets sooner or later right?
After training,talked to A.T.I.C.,gosh!i miss her seyy!alot was said during that short 30minutes..many plans were said..and we did have some laughters inbetween..
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Anyways,ytr i didnt really have a good night sleep..i think i only manage to get to sleep around 2plus in the morning?i'm not sure why..but maybe because alot was on my mind that very night?my financial status?my career status?my current status?alot right...
Yesterday afternoon around 6plus,i received my long awaited message..
It contains the time and place to report for work on Monday,28th January..
Its rather a scary feeling in me actually..Working Full Time at the age of 18plus..Not as i planned actually..but,i can always get abck to studies after my two years right?How and where?that shall wait..
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Counting Down to the day i start work: 3 more days..
WONDER.. yesterday..dad was talking to elder sis about her boyfriend and going out thingy... and suddenly he asked me.. "Ina?do u have a boyfriend or someone special that i shd know about?"*in malay&english..* at the back of my mind,i was... *What the ...?a sudden question from my dad..its freakkyyy u know..?my dad..asking me about boyfriend and stuff..its very weird for me to hear that..cause in the past,when i had a boyfriend,he will always say..i dun want u to be hving boyfriend alrights..study study first..no love love..and here,when i'm focusing into my career,he ask me about boyfriend and some1 special..my dad..gosh!!i dunnoe..* after sometime,i was just sitting alone and thinking..whats the reason behind my dad asking me about boyfriend and stuff..i'm just not use to it..my dad asking about all these..cause he is the type who is strict and everything... BoyFriend?i admit that i miss LOVE.. but i cant force love to come to me and stay by my side right? its not the right one and the right time i guess... LOVE..where are you..?? _____________________________________________________ RESULTS OUT!! O level results are officially out now..=)) gotten messages and calls from my little ones..=) DeqZaimie!! Thanks for the call and details deq!i'm happy for u!!=) Congrats deq..=) no worries right..like i told u ytr,things will be ok..=)) i'm proud of you deq..u did kakak proud!!*sayang adeQ!* LionelDi!! Thanks for the call di!Proud of u! Congrats di..!=) Even though ytr u said go ite one..but look at things now..Poly..=) Proud of u di!!=) see u tmr di.. Syah Galgal!! Thanks for the sms galgal!=) Congrats Galgal!=) u can get into the course that u want..=) Proud of u galgal!=) DeqKyne!! Thanks the msg deQ! Congrats deQ!=) your results are really good deq..=) well done deQ!!=))
Proud of my little ones..=) Glad to hear from them an hour after the release of results..=) *LOVE THEM!*
Reply To taggs..=)) Zudes Kor:Understand..:)no worries..lol..ello kor=) Nani Deq: I Love u Loads Too deq..its ok deq if u dun get me anything..Alah..dun say like that lah deq..u make me sad..=( just promise me that u'll take care and rmb me always kies?LOVED! Superstar Fiza:Yup..during Semarak Aidilfitri..thats very long ago seyy..MISS YA!! Nurull:Wokies..=))
SHAGGED!! Dead tired actually..never been so tired and shagged before.. Today was my 2nd last training day with my sj babies.. this coming friday will be officially the last day that i'll be coming down for training.. *wish i could stay..i'm attached to all of u..how?*
Somehow i wish my work starts later.. but..sad to say,i'll be working next monday..28th january 2008.. Gonna be a full time missy from now on.. wow!! life is gonna be hard from now onwards..*sad!*
Anyways,today i saw adq..=)and gave him the chocs..=) he was shock as it was alot of choc..hehee..=) *just sth small from me to u deq..kate sayang adeq kan..=)*
Gave my juniors chocolates too..=) the 6 of them..*my little angels..* hope things will be OK for them times to come..
A million thanks to Gina Mei..for the sweet card and very nice present..=)) thanks to my other 3 adeqs..Nani,Shahirah&Adilah..=)) *LOVE you gals!!* A BIG Thank you to DeQ Shasha for the ILY msg..=)) **u guys deserve the treat??hMmmm..what do u say?** _________________
Slept late at night as i was on the phone with adeq till 1plus in the morning..*i miss u deq..how?* Was messaging deq zaimie at night..he ended work late..*take care adQ!i miss u already..how?* For the first time,i wokr up around 6plus..in the urge to go to the toilet.. i guess maybe because dinner was skipped? Having heartburn & bad gastric pain at one go..
*OUCH!!*
But whatever it is,i made myself sleep again coz was in alot of pain.. And i only woke up at 11.50am..*early right?haha!!* Nothing much for the day except... N-O-T-H-I-N-G! Just that later around 4plus?i shall go down and grab some stuff for my juniors tmr..=) Its gonna be my last week coming back..Cause after this week,i will not be coming back as often as i have been coming back..*Gonna miss you all!!*
--Shessshhh!! I'm missing alot of people...--
**1LoveCousins **RIZI Lover **Nursing Love Ones **Girlfriends(Fiza,Aishah,Jamilah,Nuraini,Liyana) **Hyrul,TheMan
Ever wonder whats life without LOVE? i can just picture life without LOVE.. But for now,i dun have to worry.. Simply said because i have all the love that i need to carry on with life.. I have the Love from my second family,from my brothers&adeq.. I couldnt have asked for more actually.. So what if i dont have a special partner in my life.. I have my adeqs&brother Plus Cousins LOVE..is more than enough=) ___Something New___ i editted my blogskin to something new.. simple.. but i like..=)its a world of my own!!=))
Yesterday i at my aunt/cousin place.. *my kakak called and asked me to sleep over..* Abang left around 10.35pm.. *he's leaving for oversea...have a safe flight abg..=)take care* So me and kak noi was in the room..and we both snuggled in to sleep.. after afew minutes of trying to sleep,i realise that i couldnt really sleep.. so i msged adq..he was still awake..we talked and realise what was going through in his life&mind..so we msged and i comfort him.. deq iwan,sorry cause i couldnt answer the call... 5am,abg called home to say that he'll be leaving soon.. 9am,abg called to say that he've reached...=) *thought i was awake?Wrong!i was still in lala land..=P* i only woke up around 11plus..*late?nah!!* So i slack around..1plus kakak came..=) but i left at 2pm..cause i'm going out later in the day..=)) In less that 30mins,i reached home..!!*fast right!!* I managed to catch a short nap before leaving..=)) ((change of plans..switch plan!!)) ********** 1800hrs.. We met up outside Swensens,JP.. Got our seats and i needed to aircon..*haha!!* As i go through the menu,i couldnt decide on what to eat.. So i decided to take "cookie ..." As we ate our individual sets,we talked and i must say that alot was said.. To think of it,i dun mind spending most of my time with these two guys *iwan!!u are wanted!!* So we sat and talked..we only left the place around 7pluss.. before we left,we asked the gal to help us take a picture..and her photography skills are very poor..i had to edit and resize the picture*well done marina!haha!!* So we decided to walk around Jurong point first..cause it was still very early for us.. and gosh!i was so worried about adq..keep banging against sth..But thank god he's Ok..=) So around 8plus..we decided to head back home..as tmr randy have school and adq have work.. 243..the common thing about us..same bus..Randy alighted first..Then me & adq.. i accompanied adq to GekPoh first..He wanted to buy something to drink..Strawberry Soothing if i am not wrong..at first,i really didnt want to drink..cause i was full but adq made me drink..and eventually,he shared his drink with me*sweet kan?=)*After buying the drink,we walk around gekpoh for a very very short time..and in the end,we had to split up..cause both heading the opposite directions.. Seriously speaking,Today..I had FUN..I really LOVE my adq&bro..*iwan deq not around=(* Even thou it was just 2hour plus..the time we spent together was really really enjoyable.. A million thanks to Randy bro for the great Swensens Treat... A million thanks to deq zaimie for coming after a long day at work.. I really appreciate the time & fun we had together..=)))
Was browsing through my dearest links..and spotted a personality test at Jack Mei's blog..
So..i did..=))
Being an ISFJ, you can be the ultimate team player. This may be largely due to the deep and abiding loyalty you tend to exhibit toward the important people in your life. It can also be a result of the typical ISFJ philosophy that puts the needs of the group before your own desires. The bonds you share with people can run deep, so even those you don't see very often may be considered dear friends. Chances are, your loyalty and caring toward others is duly noted. It's no surprise that people naturally gravitate to such a warm spirit. In relationships, you appear to use both your head and your heart. It can pain you to see those close to you unhappy and you'll often go out of your way to take care of others. However in your case, being caring doesn't necessarily mean being gushy or overly sentimental. More often, you believe that your actions will simply speak for themselves.
Today's entry,i'm gonna do something out the question..i'm gonna do an entry in malay and english..its something i've never as in never done before..So,presenting to you,my malay entry(sorry ya..my malay is not A Star or what..just a so-so malay..=P)
MALAY ENTRY! Tidak Ina sangka,kehilanganMu dalam hidup Ina begitu dalam kesannya.. Ina cuba melupakanMu,tapi gagal.. Ina sering berada dalam dunia yang penuh dengan keliruan.. Kenangan yang terindah..semuanya menjadi kenangan silam.. Hingga ke saat-saat ini,Ina masih tidak mengerti.. Mengapa cintaMu begitu dalam dan sukar untuk Ina lupakan.. Cinta datang tanpa diundang.. Cinta sejati and sehati sejiwa.., Ina tidak yakin bila atau siapa jejaka yang akan beruba hidup Ina.. Begitu indah kehidupan Ina semasa mencintaiMu.. Dalam sekelip mata,keindahan itu beruba dan menjadi satu siksaan untuk Ina.. CintaMu,Ina tak akan lupa..tapi buta masa ini,Ina ingin menerusi dengan hidup Ina bersendirian. _________ Enough of me and my malay moments...*blueks!* anyways,what i wrote in malay,is all about L O V E... i dun think i wanna rewrite it in english.. coz,Love is complicated..i shall leave it alone.. If Mr Right comes,i'll open up my heart.. __________ Well,Randy Bro is thinking of where to go on Sun.. Hmm..its gonna be Randy Bro,Me and Deq Zaimie only.. Deq Iwan is working..=(..sad!! Really gonna miss them loads! _________ Next week will be my last week with my SJ babies.. casue i'll be working very soon now...=( i'm really gonna miss my SJ babies.. so,i'm thinking of getting some of them something.. *Pris Mei,ZhiJian Sir,Xiao-sir Shawn,Deq Nani,Deq sHa,Deq diLah,Gina Mei..*
Apparently,i left home very early cause i reach my sec sch ard 1.25pm..?
*early right?*
So anyways,i was just sitting around with my juniors..
I was suprise that some of my juniors thought that my adeq was my boyfie..
*LMAO!!haha..*
as time flies,i was looking around..Guess who i was looking out for?
I was looking out for my adeq zaimie!
and i found my adeq..!!=))
i was like telling gina mei..my adeq came my adeq came my adeq came..
i was really happy to see my adeq..cause i really really miss him alot!
*Rindu sangat pada kamu adeq..Rindu sangat!!*
I misssh my adeq zaimie lots!!
2.30pm sharp..the strict side of me came..
just when they are having their break,i talked to my dear adeq..=)
so after that,they did their PT..*and gosh!!what a long run!*
Miss Goh did the video*and kudos to her*very well done video..*i likeeee*
CPR lesson was next and ermm..no comment abt how their cpr was
*sorry ya?but i hv high expectation in cpr coz i'm NRC trained..*
Next,drill time..and trust me..that was the time i became nasty..
i was practically shouting at the top of my lungs..
i mean seriously,i can be nice to all..but i can get nasty and mean if u are not in the right attitude at the right time..Drills!!its where discipline is the foremost important thing..sorry..but being in sj for over 5yrs..its just part of me to see discipline..
Over and done with..This time round,we got shawn chua to dismiss everyone..it was OK..
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Home sweet home..
and wow..!!out of the blue,my mom was talking about our childhood days..
and wow..many flashback for me..childhood memories?sweet and bitter..
hMmm..so anyways,i'm online and i was diL twin..and i missed him..
been long since i last talk to him..*take care alrights twin..miss ya!*
talked to deq iwan too..and wah!i miss my adeQ!*i just saw him ytr night..haha!*
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i just simply miss my adeq zaimie,deq iwan & randy bro..
Yesternight i slept pretty late..well,i slept ard 1plus2..
Hours before that,i was online chatting with my RIZI..well,deq zaimie wasnt around..
Most of the time,i was chatting with bro..as we chat,we came to a common thinking..
both of us missed zaimie..
Tell you what..i shall do a special entry about my RIZI kies?=))
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*Randy Bro..*
Name:Randy
Age:17 plus..
Status:My Brother
*Deq Iwan*
Name:Rizuan
Age:18 plus
Status:AdeqKu*DeQ ZaimiE*
Name:Huzaimie
Age:16 plus
Status:Adeq,lil star*Me myself*
Name: Marina
Age: 18 plus
Status: Big sister & kakak
Forms into..
RIZI..!!
**Loving my RIZI the most..simply said,i really love and care these three guys the most..the know me well enuff..esp deq iwan,coz his the longest adeq i have..but nevertheless,these three guys are the most impt to me now..others mistook these three guys as boys..but whatever!You ask me to exchange them for something else..my reply to you will be..You Wish! nvr will i exchange them for anything in this world..NOTHING CAN REPLACE RIZI!!**
went out before 12nn cause need to help deq tikah to buy some stuff..
So the way to school,deq iwan and anna galgal msged me saying that he couldnt make it..
so i will be alone for the day?nope..=))
1247hrs,the room was finally open..without any hesitation,my juniors and me starting taking all the things that was needed to be displayed..
*randy bro and firdaus came=)*
While my juniors are busy changing into Full Uni,i was going crazy at the booth cause alot was still undone..no choice,but no complains..
time flew by fast,and by 1400hrs,i was at the booth..
finally..booth done!
uniform inspection was..speechless..=X
*saw deq zaimie=))i miss him!!*
the performance was then cancelled due to the lighting alert and drizzling..*damn!*
dissapointed at first..but,i was ok after that..
*dEq iWan cAme!!=)with ferynn galgal..=))*
time flew and i became tired and weak..
i was too tired move my feets..my legs and knees are killing me..
my sj babies did their thing at the parade square..
i could tell that they were pretty scared and nervous..i encourage them and motivated them..
and gosh..i'm so proud of them!!Why?
*i thought that the final two drill commands,sure cannot make it..But i'm impress!!
they did their drills very well..i'm proud of all of u..!!*
after dismissal was cute and touchy..
we took family pics,with my juniors too..after that..they ask me and lionel di to stand in front of them..
*at the back of my mind was..erm...what for seyy?*
after that..they thanked us..*i was touched and i am touched by my babies..they are just so cute and lovable..really..i mean it!!i know they can get noty and dun wanna do things at time..and i get angry and scold them..but i really do love them..they are so....C-U-T-E!!*
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after that,i went to search for my juniors..cause some of their belongings are still with me..and after which,i went to the parade square to wait for my adq2(zaimie&iwan)..
PhotoTakingSession!!=))
i took my first pic with deq zaimie and randy bro!!=)
*first pic with my deq zaimie..?yup!cayang dier..he's appearance just paint a smile for my day.. First pic with randy bro?yup!the bestest bro ever!!*
and..i took pic with my dear adeq iwan..*cayang dier tau!*
actually,i was suppose to go out and eat with the rest of the guys..
but i was just too dead tired..*sorry guys!*
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here i am at home..updating my blog..editting pics etc..
and i suddenly created RIZI!!
*randy,iwan,zaimie,ina*
the 3 guys that i loved the most!
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Enough of me with words..
i shall let the pics do the talking k?=))
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*Sj Babies001..*
*darling sec4s babies*
*Sec 3s&4s Babies*
*So all set ah?*
*adeq kesayangku zaimie!!*
*Bestest bro ever,Randy!!*
*adeq kesayangku zaimie again!*
*adeq kesayangan kakak,iwan!*
*The two adeqs/guys that i LoVe e mOst!!..zAimiE&iWaN*
i didnt want to disturb him further,so i tried to get some slp..
but apparently,i was still awake at 4plus in the morning..
i didnt know who to msg..so i msg adq again..
*to my suprise,he's still awake..*
--adq,i'm really sorry cause i disturb u in the middle of the night..i know its kind of tak baik to disturb u..but..i really thank u deq..=)u are simply the best deq..=)sayang adeq..!!--
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Uniform Measurement?
suppose to wake up at 8am..but i woke up 15minutes later..
*Oops!!maybe lack of slp!!?*
so left house at 9.10am..
*i thought i will be late..but i wasnt!!i was early!*
so once dee arrived,we went on to meet up with tasya & sal..
*dee is on braces now..cool or wad!!*
we had our uniform measurement done..=)
soon,i'll be having the uniform in my room..haha!!
me,dee,tasya & sal went to harbour front to eat coz we are freaking hungry sey..!
*i miss tasya and ayu!!*
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Secondary Sch?
set off to my secondary school..
and gosh,i was so tired and sleepy already..
it rained heavily and i got more sleepy by the moment..
i was walking around the school and looking out for our posters..
but sad to say..some people are so irritating and pissing off..
i was super pissed off!!i hate people who are pain in the ass!!
but anyways,my juniors made me smile..
we had beloh,giler,crazy,blur,noty and more..
it was fun..they made me laugh..=)
*thanks sj babies!!*
wait!!i still couldnt believe my ears that tikah called me Ma'am siti..
*omg omg omg!!did u just call me siti??*
but anyways,we started our training..
at first,i thought it was impossible for them to get things right..
but after 1 hour..
I'm impress!!=))
They managed to get their drills back in shape..
*i'm very proud of u guys!!=))*
Dismissal was great..the squad "sabotage" Chong Li to be the commander..
i was scared and worried..But i stood by him giving him the command..and i must say,i'm proud of him..as in seriously proud of him..he could do it..i'm glad..!!=)but actually,i knew that he could be a good senior since the day he joined us..his determination in learning..is fast and very good..even though he can get blur at times,but his good!!=))proud of you!!
Proud of my juniors!!=))love you babies!!
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speaking truthfully from my heart..
i do miss "love"
love is complicated..
it just hurts sometime..
i know i'm moving on with life w/o the love from some1 special..
but u know,at times,i'll just suddenly have the feeling of love..
but hey,i admit i do miss him..but to a certain extend only..
Went out as usual..Back to my secondary school to help my cca..
*since its still my holidays,why not help them right?=)*
This time round,i was pretty early..
So i just hang around the school..more of like,talk to my di and juniors..
As time flies,i was searching for someone..time and time again..i was searching...
and i smiled to myself..cause i finally saw my dearest adeq zaimie!!
*i miss my adeq zaimie dearly!!*
its been ages since i last saw my dearest adeq..and i'm glad that i could finally see my adeq..its been months since i last saw that smile..and i miss that smile and miss him!!
Simply said,my day was brighten up because of my adeq..
training started and Gosh!i have a headache!!*trust me..big headache!!*
and i couldnt believe that i actually ran in my heels..*OMG..my feet hurts like crazy now!!*
shouting at my juniors..with my sore throat,at this rate,my sore throat will not be recovering that soon i guess..
losing my voice any moment..i kept hanging in there..
ready for Friday's CCA Fair?
Maybe..i hope so..i'm praying hard...
but anyways,despite being tired and sick,my day was still worth while..=)coz i met my dear adeq..=)Love him so!!*dun get jealous alrights..?;)*
coughing non-stop..and my throat itch like crazy..
didnt really get to sleep well..
5.07am..i wish it wouldnt happen ever again..
*i was so scared of losing my dear adeq..Deq,please..dont say such things ever again kies?u really scared the hell out of me..and i mean..really scared me to death...pls..no matter what,i'm always here for u..thick or thin..i dun want u to give up...Sayang adeq..!!*
after that,i nvr really get to shut my eyes..coz fear was in my eyes..
10plus..deq msg..thank god he's ok..
i accompanied him to go and have his hair cut..
*its Long already!!*
after cutting,he looks better..at least not botak..haha..i told him not to cut botak..:P
--sorry kauze i cant update much..my finger still hurts alot..
not able to bend it so much..hurts!!--
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR ABG MAMAL!!
Smoga abg happy2 slalu..=)
May u be bless with happiness,love,health and wealth always..