I HATE YOU..!!
I'm gonna be nasty for this entry alright..so if u think u are affected*which i doubt anyone of my royal readers will get affected,cause its none of you..*,please leave..it's my blog and i have my say..
!!i dun get it..u disappear for months and year and suddenly here u are trying to gain back all your lost friends?i really don't mind u getting in touch with all your friends once again..but having a motive behind it is wrong..i don't care much about your entire circle of friends..but in particular about those who are dear and close to me..get a life b****h!move on..be friends for all i care..but i don't like the way u are*accept people the way they are..i know..but not you b****h!!you were history and i hate bad history..*i once trusted u to be my friend..but after months in the past,i just don't like you..you betrayed me..you stabbed me badly and never will i forgive u,u get that.. Listen here,i'll be nice and let u be friends with my dear and close ones..but if u ever try to hurt them or what so ever,just be careful..it might get messy and u won't like that..trust me..i've become distant with one of my friend eversince u came back..and i don't wanna lose this dear and close friend of mine...try to be funny with my friend or me,you'll see... See what you will get..

Still awake?Yup...Me,oNe tWin and kAk nOi are still wide awake actually..
Look at the time now..its 4.22am now..and we are still eating and watching TV..
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Anyways,i'm at kakak's place now..Overnighting at her place today..
Well actually,we went out for latenight movie at VivoCity..We watched I Am Legend..
I must say that i got shock afew times..Ok,i wont lie..alot of times actually...
But no matter what,the people that are with us makes the difference..=)
After the movie,we were on the way home...but we decided to lepak2 around..and guess where we went?613..any idea anyone?heheee..its not that we are evil or anything..we are just dropping by..nothing wrong right?
And something i missed the most about abg's car..ROOOMPOOOHHHH!! We managed to get abg to do 1 quick rompooohhh otw home..=))YEAH!!
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and oh,i forgot to mention..my long lost dear Ghani called ard 9plus at night..His's on MC...*poor thing..take care alrights..=)MISSED ya..*
Simply said,he's called in for NS already..really miss the crazy him..=))
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Deq zaimie msged me reminding me to get some slp tonight..*i just love my adeq*but sorry deq,i'm still awake at this hour..but dun worries kies,i'll always rmb and love ya deq...=)
i miss u loads deq..really LOADS..
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So here i am..my kak noi next to me and taking loads of pictures with abg's new camera..
Should i admit something?i'm addicted to oNe's toy..haha..i had loads of fun baby..=)

Shall update the pictures on another day when i'm at home alrights...=))
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3 movies in 1 week..
First time in history..
Last Friday Night-Alvin & Chipmunks. *with cousins*
25th Dec(Christmas)-National Treasure *with Stars*
Today-I Am Legend *with cousins*
So much On Movies alone huh...

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Toss and turned..But i still couldnt sleep..

I'm not sure exactly what was on my mind..

But i know there's too many to think of..

I didnt know what to do..

Deq Zaimie..=)Thanks..:)u made me smile when i was feeling down in the middle of the night..i know after messaging u,i could finally get some sleep..Thanks a million deq..=))

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I dont need or wish to have your sympathy..Stay if u wanna stay..Leave if u wanna leave..i'm not forcing u to be my friends..If u think i'm not worth to have ur friendship,i'm sorry..you can take your leave..i dont mind if i have one friend lesser than before...I thought our friendship will stay..but apparently i'm wrong.."Thanks for the memories"..You are No Officially A Stranger..

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waking up at 7.15am wasnt a good thing for me..suprisingly,my body wasnt feeling well..i felt like fainting in the toilet..i don't know the reason behind it..but i was practically weak..i was breaking into cold sweat and my lips start to turn pale..i was really feeling very weak at that moment till i sat outside of the toilet to rest for a while..after that i went over to the sofa in the living room to rest for a while more..

I was awaken by my parents at 9am..as everyone had taken their shower and gotten ready..

So we left home ard 9plus..(but it was raining heavily..!!)

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Suprisingly,we were the first one to reach my grandma place..

you should see the cakes that my aunt baked..

it was really nice and i was so in love with the cakes..

the food that my aunt and family prepared,was so GOOD!!

one by one,my aunties and uncles came..

And being in the family that i love,we love taking pictures..=))

shall update more with the pictures later in the days to come kies...

i have to admit that i woke up late this morning..

i was suppose to meet my friends at 7am to have breakfast..

but i only woke up at 0625hrs..

So i couldnt meet them..sorry..

Medical check up was started at 8am and ended ard 10plus..

I'm just glad that my Hb level is very good..=)14.2..=))

after which i wen over to my sec sch to help out..

and i must say that the tee design is very nice..=))

ard2.30hrs,we ended the training..=))

after that walk2 and shopping!!=))

gtg!!wash my hair filled with hair dye!!

Anyways,

to that someone out there...

tell u what,if u are not sincere in the friendship..i think u can just back off for now alright?

i really thought that the friendship that we had was gonna last longer than before..

but it seems to me that i was wrong about my thoughts...

treat me as a friend when u needed someone to talk to in the past..

and now what?just some stragnger that happens to be in ur life?!

Oopss..SORRY..!!i didnt know i was an obstruction in ur life..

i had enough of being trated as if i am not your friend..

if u want a friend to stay,be truthful and sincere in the friendship..

if not,trust me..i wun be your only friend walking away from you..

evil and hard speaking to you?

i'm sorry..but i'm being nice to tell off nicely alrights..

Friends or Stranger?

Its all up to u..

*Good Luck!*

I was reluctant to wake up this morning..

i kept on delaying my alarm clock from 5.30 all the way to 6.20 am..=P

literally,i was dragging myself out of bed..

maybe its because i slept late?i dun noe..

so anyways,i left home ard 7.10am..

Left home so early on a monday morning?yes!

went over to my sec sch to help out with the first aid exams..

and as time flies,i'm speechless abt the standard..

but what can i say,but all the best to all of u..

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So here i am at home resting..

still feeling sick,but getting better now!!=))

not knowing what to do,so i editted my blogskin with a new DP..=)

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Its only the first day of holiday..and i miss so MANY people already..

--Student Leader 2004-2005!!

--D Class!!

--Attachment dears..!!

--deq iwan!!

--nat girlfriend/sis!!

--ayu girlfriend/sis!!

--anna girlfriend/galgal!!

--yan dearest!!

--Fiza girlfriend,Jamilah Girlfriend,SV girlfriend,Shah Girlfriend,deq illa!!

--ella dear/sis!!

--SJ babies!!

--and of coz DEAREST 1LOVE COUSINS

anxiety and nervousness runs through my mind..

and finally,the results are out..

from today onwards till 28th January 2008,thats how long my holiday is..

Well,today i woke up early..i dun know why..Cause usually i will wake up late..=P

After resting for a while,i decided to clean my room..

If u want to know..,my room is in a big mess..i repeat,BIG MESS..

From1pm to 7pm..i was in my room,cleaning from one end to the either end of my room..

i'm so glad that i have changed my room lay-out..=))

and did i tell u that i LOVEEE my new hair colour now?haha..=))

anyways,i'm staying up late today..wanna watch the Asian Idol tonight..

i shall end here alright?

today otw to enter the hospital,saw bf nick..=))

as u know,i m sick..so my voice was different..and guess what?

so anyways,work load today wasnt that bad as 14 of us plus 8nyp was on morning shift..

but despite having so many of us in the ward,i must admit that B2 side is forever busy with dressing,shower,sponging,hourly,toileting,cyrcocuff,ice pack etc..

today at work,i had to wear a mask again..simply because i was sneezing and coughing badly at ward..so better wear mask and not spread the germ..

can i say i love working with the central staff..?

Too bad!like it or not,i prefer working with them..100 times better than B2..haha!!

so anyways,today we had 1 transfer case,then abg call me "syg,can help me find the CC for the patient,then pass it to me k?hehee..today last day right?sorry ah..bully u abit can lah ah..=)" den after afew minutes.."syg,can help me transfer the documents to the other file than pass it back to me k syg?thanks..=)" i love working with Abg and Dear and some other staffs there..they are really good..=))I Love Central!!

i must say that i will definately miss my patients there..esp all my ah-mas' and one young gal..

i just hope and pray that they will get well soon and get discharged so can go home and rest..

once the clock strick 3pm..i signed out..after that,me and ain when to search for some staffs as we wanted to take picture with them..i managed to take picture with Abg Is,Sis Sam and another kakak..i wanted to take with Naz Dear..but he was pretty busy,so better not disturb..

after which..i was in a dilemma for a couple of minutes actually..

i didnt know whether to go for the outing or nots..

i mean,i am very sick not..and my immune system was running low..

but after talking to alot of people,i decided that i should sacrifice these day for my teacher and friends..so i went home and got ready...

but as u know,i was evill...=Pi dye my hair first before leaving..*whahah!!*

Today,you have grown one year older..

in the past,i never thought that i will be so emotionally attached and loving you so strong...

i could still rmb in the past,how i will react whenever u asked me sth..

i'll either just give a blank face or just smile or keep quiet..

but eversince last yr,we got closer..i'm really thankful to God that things have changed between us..despite having my own sisters at home,having u in my life has become something that i will never exchange or give up on..cause these one year,it taught me that LOVE,cant be bought and cant be force..its a matter of two hearts..Thats Why I Love You Always kakak..=))

the love and bond that we had,will always be remembered and cherish kak..and i hope for the years to come,things will be as sweet as now and get sweeter i hope?

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