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batam 2

Thursday, November 29, 2007 11:19 PM / 1st Story

Counting Down To My Batam Trip..!!

2 more days..!!

**I NEED MY BREAK**

TIRED!!

11:01 PM / 1st Story

i'm just purely tired..
i am assigned to the nursery today..

feeling sick actually..

i feel down and incomplete..

i dun noe why..

HAIZ..

anyways,i was only happy when it came to dinner break..=)

i had McSpicy Meal..=))

sorry cause i cant update much..i'm not feeling well..=((

GDNIGHT PEOPLE=))

batam!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007 8:33 PM / 1st Story

Counting Down To

My Batam Trip..!!

3 more days..!!

**TIME TO RELAX**

i'll rmb!!

8:20 PM / 1st Story

A DAY I'LL REMEMBER..

for the first time today,i woke up exactly at 4.30am..

i didnt have a hard time getting out of bed today..cool!!=)

suprisingly i was all ready to leave the house by 5.15am..

but of course it was still early for me..so i left later at 5.30am..

as usual,i will take a short nap in the train*hehe!*

apparently i reach the ward at 6.35am..*still early=)*

started work at 7am as usual..

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Let's Summarise what i did today?

-Off plug for 3 patients..

-Sponge patient

-take TPR

-Return ECG machine..

-Send medicine presciption to pharmacy..

-Off drip for patient

-BREAK!!

-send medicine presciption to pharmacy again..

-off plug for 3 patients..

-BGM for 1 patient

-send medicine presciption to pharmacy again..

-.........

(i was scared and shock and nervous..my mind went hay-wired..i think fast and think what i shd do at that very moment..i knew that i have to bring her back to bed..thatnk god i had my friend to help me out at that very moment..after checking everything,everything was OK..i thank god..i was relief..but in the moments of checking,i dun understand why she had to raise her voice at me..i was already so scared and nervous..with her high tone voice,i got weaker..as i watch the results coming out,my eyes filled with tears..fear..thats all i can say..i brokedown in the toilet..weak deep inside?yes i am..i m emotional deep inside..when my lecturer came,i talked to her..i broke down even more..but she comforted me..she left me ventilate myself out..voicing out what i felt..after talking to me,she left me alone to relax and take a deep breath..minutes later,she came back,comforting me and saying that things are OK outside..everything is fine..deep inside me,i was thankful..i was really relief..minutes later after that,i went over to see her..she thank me..i acknowledged it..but deep within me,i couldnt stop but Thank God..)

-Meeting with lecturer...

-HOME SWEET HOME!!

(In the tea room,getting ready to go home..i was searching for my energy bar that i didnt eat during lunch break..i searched and seached..but i couldnt find it anywhere near me..i went and look into the rubbish bin..and guess what i saw?The plastic bag that i put my bar in,with MY NAME written on it..and i found it EMPTY!!i was angry and fed-up..whoever took that bar,just be thankful that i didnt curse u hard enough..are u a hungry ghost or sth?too hungry to get your own food?or are u purely lazy to go down and buy food???)

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But anyways,i was hungry!!so me,daya and lydia jie went to delifrance to have a short meal..i decided to have brownies and snapple drink..lydia jie had sausage roll and her beloved coffee.. daya didnt want to eat actually..but me and jie thought of buying her sth..so we bought for her peach tart..=))

2nd day!!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 7:42 PM / 1st Story

**Babies are crying..

Hands are aching..

thought it was ending..

but it was just the beginning..**

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Today is my 2nd day at the mothers ward cum nursery..

i must admit that time flies fast over at this ward..

the ward has loads of things to do and never fail to occupy our time..

as for today,i was in nursery..

and gosh!!

i smell of milk at the end of the day..

WHY?

simply..=))

Milk Feeding..

and more...

Milk Feeding..

but honestly it was fun..

i get to see so many cute and adorable babies..=))

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so anyways,my log book has been handed in to my lecturer today...

but i'm just glad that my skills are at least 75% done!!=))

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here i am at home..

editting my blogskin..

nth much actually..

but,sth simply and i liiikkkeeee....=))

ouhk..i'm tired now..

need to do some other stuff...

PEACE PEOPLE!!=))

251107

Sunday, November 25, 2007 7:20 PM / 1st Story

Resting At Home..=))

Nth much happened today..

just resting at home..

well,just now in the afternoon,i went out with my younger sister to JE..

i wanted to print my class pictures for my memory book with them..

so yah..

after editting the pictures on the book itself..

i came to realise that i do miss my classmates..=(

as u people may know,i will be graduating very soon..

definately i will miss my classmates..

and did i mention that i miss some other people too??

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Dearest Tasya Sis!!=))

Dearest Ayu Sis!!=))

Dearest Yan!!=))

Dearest Ferynn Galgal!!=))

Dearest Adeq Wan!!=))

DEAREST BELOVED PTUG!!=))

Dearest D Class!!=))

Dearest Student Leader!!=))

241107

Saturday, November 24, 2007 6:15 PM / 1st Story

Its about Time....

i must say that its about time that i start to save up and be careful with what i spend my money on..for once,i felt that i had to really save up..

As u people may know,i will be going for my Batam trip in December with my cousins..

So,i have to save up money right?

*akward feeling but have to..=P*

the only thing i bought today was my hair dye..

planning to dye my hair after my attachment ends you see..

LAST DAY OF 56

Friday, November 23, 2007 11:50 PM / 1st Story

Thank God Its Friday!!

(TGIF)

Its the last day at the Childrens' Ward...

I'm really glad that its the last day in this ward..
I'm not sure why but i just didnt have the mood to work today..

as time flies by,i got even more irritated..

i was getting very irritated by the staffs,the kids and the parents..

you people may think that my patience level is very low..

but the fact is,my patience level is very high..

its just that today,my mood was gone,and factors around me triggered my anger and irritated side..so please forgive me..

Honestly,i'm thankful that i did not do any thank you card or anything for the ward..

Cause i do not think they deserve any hand-made card from me and friends..

I really think that they prefer the other students that us..

Whatever..!!

Me and my friends didnt smile much or talk much after dinner break..

and wow..they made us work right after break..=P*hate them!!

me and friends was all ready to go home..we washed our hands and was ready to sign..

the moment we finished washing our hands..the irritating person asked us to help her to clean and change the bedsheet..and we went..What The &$$%??and where was she when we were cleaning and changing?at the counter with the other staffs..talking..WTH...?!

and thanks ah..i injured my right thumb at the very last second..!!THANKS!!

So WTF...we just did it..and after that,we just left without saying anything..and i mean without saying ANYTHING..not even a simple Bye..=Phaha!!!

HOME SWEET HOME!!

here i am resting at home..

but as i am updating my bloggy,my eyes gets heavier..

sleepy and tired,thats all i can say..

tomorrow i have to wake up early..=(

going Bugis with Mom & Y.Sister..to get her books..

so yah..

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!!=))

Batam baby!!

Thursday, November 22, 2007 11:44 PM / 1st Story

4th Day in Childrens' Ward..

(1st Afternoon shift)

It was my first afternoon shift today..

Overall,i can say that it was pretty B-O-R-I-N-G!!

i managed to get my skills competent today..=))

After dinner break,me and friends helped out the staffs with the chartings..It was fun=)

And once the clock tells us that its 9pm..u'll see us signing out and making a move..

Me,jaya and mini took the bus to bugis...=))

HOME SWEET HOME!!

after reaching home,i ate dinner as i was hungry=P

using the computer to do the CP lecturer survey..

while using,oNe msn-ed me..

asking whether i going for the batam trip or not..

at first i told him i am not going..

cause got $$$ prob lah(i'm not a full time nurse yet u see..=P)

but he asked me to go lah..cause the KL trip i did not go..so this time,i must go..

after thinking things out..i decided that i'll go..

and he wen Yay!!

So this month,i cant spend much alrights..need to keep money for my batam trip..

So Batam,HERE I COME!!=))

so anyways,its getting late..

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!!=))

(tmr afternoon shift also!!)

3rd day of Childrens ward

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 6:25 PM / 1st Story

3rd Day of work at Childrens' Ward..

Great!!

(but at the end,i was getting tired and sleepy..)

Today,our lecturer gave back our log-books..

as we need to get our signatures from the staffs there..

but she will talk to everyone individually..

as for me...,she told me that i can be a good nurse..

just that i do have my good points and improvements to adjust to..

and i came to realise sth..i can do much much better at my 2.2 CP..

i'm happy with myself as i am improving well in my confidence level and everything..

but i must improve better as my lecturer believes that i can do better..and i know deep within me that i can do better..

and Oh!!one thing i forgot to mension..did i say that my lecturer is the best?i did forget? oHk.. SHE'S The BesT!!=)))i Love Her!!she rocks!!=)

JIA YOU Marina!!

3more weeks of Attachment and thats the End Of Attachment Days..!!=))yeah baby!!=))

thanks hunter!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007 7:25 PM / 1st Story

Cute right?=))
A BIG THANKS TO HUNTER..=))
So anyways,after receiving the cute picture,i realise that i miss my D class alots..especially all the fun and great people..=))
Esp..
Tasya!
Ayu!
Sipelle!
Afra!
Alwyn!
Hunter!
YAN!
and some others..=))

7:20 PM / 1st Story

2nd Day of Children Ward..

OK!!=))

it was alright for me..i managed to shower/bath 3 infants/toodlers..=))

wanted to feed one baby,but din managed to due to some reason...

other than that,i was having bad gastric pain during duty today..

*taking care of kids and infants,i need to have more patience...*

First Day!!=))

Monday, November 19, 2007 7:44 PM / 1st Story

Day One at Nursery/childrens' ward..

The first 1-2hours of my duty was pretty boring and scary as i was kind of afraid to handle the kids/babies..But after sometime,i got used to having them around me..I must admit that the kids there are very adorable and cute!!=))hehe..so anyways,sad for me as i had to go for my break alone..while the rest of them went together..(sad right?6 of them u know..)so yah,after break,time flew by even faster..=))as i was about to end my duty,one of my little gal didnt want me to go home..and soon,she started crying..at that very moment,i felt very emotional touched by her..as she was so attached to me..suprising for me actually..but she's a very sweet gal actually..Well,i didnt have the heart to leave her..but i had to u see...as i walk away from her,i could still hear her crying..hMm..i'll see her again first thing in the morning..=))

Soulmate

Saturday, November 17, 2007 7:54 PM / 1st Story

"SOULMATE"

Incompatible, it don't matter though

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do

you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable

is already in my life?

right in front of me

or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

how do I find the perfect fit

there's enough for everyone

but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Bruise Easily!!

7:49 PM / 1st Story

"I Bruise Easily"

My skin is like a map

Of where my heart has been

And I cant hide the marks

Its not a negative thing

So I let down my guard

Drop my defences down by my clothes

I'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily

So be gentle when you handle me

Theres a mark you leave

Like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily

Can't scratch the surface

Without moving me underneath

I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I found your fingerprints

On a glass of wine

Do you know you're leaving them

All over this heart of mine too

But if I never take this leap of faith

I'll never know

So I'm learning to fall

With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily

So be gentle when you handle me

Theres a mark you leave

Like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily

Can't scratch the surface

Without moving me underneath

I bruise easily

I bruise easily
Anyone who can touch you

Can hurt you or heal you

Anyone who can reach you

Can love you or leave you
So be gentle...

I bruise easily

So be gentle when you handle me

Theres a mark you leave

Like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily

Can't scratch the surface

Without moving me underneath

I bruise easilyI bruise easily
I bruise easilyI bruise easily

7:49 PM / 1st Story

DEAD TIRED!!

Today i woke up early around 6am..As u might have known,i'm suppose to go to my uncle house as he his leaving for Haji(The Holy Land)..So we reached his place ard 9plus..the first one to reach..=P..so anyways,fastforward everything kies?i reach home at 2pm..and i slept ever since..so i had 5 hours of slp..=)))i dun know why..but i'm like dead tired since ytr..i think its because i laughed too much and i mean Too Much..=Pbut well,tired but i still ahd fun ytr in sch..=))*grin grin!!*

Fun Friday!!

Friday, November 16, 2007 11:30 PM / 1st Story

Funny and Fun Friday!!=))

i shall summarise whatever that has happened today..

As i just reached home 1hour ago..as i was staying back in school..

And thanks to our lecturer,i reach hm ard 10plus..if not,it might have been 11plus..*grin!!*

and OooHh!!i saw him in campus twice..=)*loved loved!!*

haha..=Pdun mind me for being in love?=P

So anyways,i had LOADS of Laughters today..During SIMS and after SIMS..

I practically laugh till my stomach cramp..=P

But really,i had fun today..=))Friday is LOVED!!

*sorry coz its a very short post..i need to catch my sleep..tmr going my uncle place at Tamp..=Phate!!*

dil birthday!!

Thursday, November 15, 2007 7:14 PM / 1st Story

Happy 18th Birthday DiL TwiN!!=))

May all ur hopes and dreams come true twin!

Legally 18 now..stay trouble free and may ur health get better twin..

Takkaires alrights twin..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!=))

Last day!!

7:10 PM / 1st Story

Last Day Of Medical Attachment..!

The day that i have always been waiting for..the last day of medical days..*thank god!*

thats all i can say now..could i couldnt have felt better=)

Next week onwards,i will be in mother and child ward for two whole weeks..

and guess what is my schedule like for the two weeks..?

week one/Morning morning morning afternoon afternoon..Saturday and Sunday OFF!

week two/Morning morning morning afternoon afternoon..Saturday and Sunday OFF!

that is exactly what my schedule is..=P

Talking about time running fast..my skills alone without mother and child have managed to hit 75%..=)so i'm hoping with mother and child skills added in,i can hit at least 80%..

So before i left the ward,i took some pictures with the staffs there..=)*Loved!*

Gonna miss the staffs there,the Ward Sister definately!and some of my patients..!!Take care all of u..MISS MISS!!

So anyways,tmr i'm going back to campus for SIMS Training..=Pi hate SIMS!!i just don't like..don't ask me why or what ever it is..i just don't like it..

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PICS OF THE DAY!!=))

TIRED

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 11:39 PM / 1st Story

TIRED!!

here i am back from work..feeling tired and exhausted for the day..

i must say alot of things had happened at work today..

between friends and some other matters..

*CLAP CLAP!!*

its my last week at this particular ward..and i'm OVERJOYED!!happy!!but i must admit that i will miss the staffs here..especially the sister..even though our skills were left hanging due to some reasons..i still enjoyed my time here..=))anyways,i met a very nice patient today..very motherly and loving and super cute and fun=))hehe..*a short comment..the son have looks..=))hehe*but anyways,she's very good..i love her..=))

On the way back,Nizam called me..=)its been ages since i last talked to him..as i walk home from the bus stop,i talked to him..and ended the call before i reach home..so here i am updating my bloggy..and he called again at 11pm..

So anyways,i chat with my twin today..=))Like Finally!!after so long not chatting with him,i do miss my crazy twin..but i'm glad that he has found a gal now..i do pray for u that she's the one twin..=))

As for me..i can only hope that one day "he" will return..cause i love him so much still..i don't know when i'll get over him..but,for now,i know my heart still belongs to him..and only him..

PIctuRe!!

Monday, November 12, 2007 11:06 PM / 1st Story

""Will u sit next to me?Now and forever..?will you....?""

""Care to have some Ben And Jerry??""

""Did i tell u that you are the BEST??Yes u are..=))""

""Can i fall in love with u again..??""

""my crazy buddy..=))""

Ain Birthday!!=))

11:03 PM / 1st Story

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIN!!=))

Today nth much happened at work..

hmmm..i like one part of today=)
when my lecturer used my hand to show the rest mottled skin..

whaha..cool man!seeing my very own skin turning into mottled..

yes yes..mottled..scary feeling,but cool!!i likkkeee=))hehe...

Anyways..today is my crazy buddy,Ain,birthday..=)she's finally 18 now..

So,today me and the rest went out to celebrate her birthday at Vivo City cum Harbour Front..

It was only me,daya,jannah and birthday gal..as meiling and cat went to get ready the birthday suprise for her..=))it was kind of cool..as we took pictures while waiting for the two gals to come..hehe..very cute..we took loads and loads of pics..=))

after the two gals have reached..we proceeded to have our lunch at KFC..

eating our meal half way,we decided to cut the birthday cake=)

and did u know she shed tears..tears of joy when we sang her the birthday song..*aWwwWW!!!i'm happy for u Gal..=))*

so we ate..can u imagine,6 person eating 1 whole cake..?Oh Yes..we made it possible..=P

So i ended my day with them at 7.35pm..and home sweet home!!=))*SWEET!!!*

Shall i let the pictures tell u more?=))We shall!!=))

**Ben & Jerryyyyyyy....i wantttt...=))**

**I dun want...(cute right?=D)**

**Birthday Cake..**

**Ain cutting the cake..=Dshe's in tears u know..=D Feeling touched..**

**The beautiful view at the roof top..=))"Will u watch with me..??"**

**GROUP LOVE!!!**

LOVED LOVED!!

Saturday, November 10, 2007 6:17 PM / 1st Story

This saturday will be different..

as i do not have any major plans going on in my life..=)

which only means its a rest day for me*Yeah!*

Anyways,i met up with him just now ard 12noon..

well,it was suppose to be 12nn,but apparently i was alittle bit late*Sorry*

So yah,after meeting him..we had a conversation..

i wun say what was being said or anything..

"But,the reason why i din follow u was simply because i was afraid and scared actually..Simply said that i have never ride a bike before..never once in my 18 years of life..i really wanted to follow u and have a ride with u..but i just couldnt..i'm really really sorry...=(

i do miss mama and abah..i really do..and i do miss you.."

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here i am at home..sitting infront of the computer..thinking abt some matters..and i decided to do an appreciation corner..=))here we go!!

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##Kak Noi,Kak Ayu,Abg Mamal & Twin One##

[These four people are the most important people in my life..they are one who can make me forget abt my problems whenever i am with them..If u say they are just cousins..WRONG!they are like my own brothers and sisters now..cause the bond we have now,its stronger than anyone could have thought..I LOVE THEM!!they rock my life!!=))]

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##Ning2,Joggie & Isk##

[these three lovely kids..are my nephew and nieces..=)and i so LOVE them..they are my lil sunshines in life..they are so lovely..i just simply LOVE them..lets just say,they are my 1st nephew and nieces..so i'm proud to be their aunt=)) they BRIGHTEN UP my days=)]

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##Ayu,Yan & Nat##

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##Nat=)##

[My 1st most LOVED sister in nursing life..=))she's the bestest sister i could have ever asked for..she's caring and loving and and..everything..=))she brightens up my day whenever i'm gloomy in class..and her smile alone can make me smile..even though i just know her in nursing(last year),i feel as if i know her for so long..coz the bond we have with each other is great..i dun nid to hide anything from her..=)i LOVE Nat Sis!!]

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##Ayu##

[my 2nd most LOVED sister in nursing days..=))she's very cute lah..she is very caring and lovely..she's the best=)she is also like nat sis..the bestest sister i could have ever asked for..she always around when i needed someone to talk to..=))LOVE her..!!]

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##yAn##

[these guy here,have always been there for me since year one..we've been through thick and thin since 2006 begins..loads have happened actually..but i'm proud of our friendship that it is still standing strong till now..this guy here can really make me smile suddenly..lets just say that this guy here is Special in a way..LOVE this guy..=))]

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##Deq Iwan##

[these guy here..is my greatest adeq ever..!!=))this guy here have always been the little light in my life..since secondary sch,we have been close..especially when we got into Student Leadership course..this little brother of mine?we talk and we understand each other..one thing weird is that i cant hide it from him if i am sick..he can just know like that..how?i dunnoe..=Pbut anyways,this bro of mine is caring=))thats y i LOVE my lil brother..=))]

TGIF!!

12:45 AM / 1st Story

TGIF!!

THANK GOD ITS THE WEEKENDS!!=))

PHEW!!*grinning!!*

Friday has come to an end..

and i'm proud to shout it out load.."ITS THE WEEKENDS TODAY!!"

Today at work was kind of boring..wait,let me rephrase it alrights..?

It was B-O-R-I-N-G!!=P

3weeks of the medical ward has comed to an end..one final week left before mother and child ward setting comes around..alot has happened and it became a learning experience for me and my friends..

Anyways,tmr i'm meeting him..=))*Grinning away!!*

heehee..wondering who is him?i wun tell u..=Pu have to guess..=P meeting him to pass him something..anyways,chat with him for a short while..his mom and dad asked abt me..*ermm...*and honestly speaking,i miss mom and dad alot..really alot..

wokies..i'm wanna sleep now..hehe..=))
GDNITE PEOPLE!!=))

*Fiza Girlfriend:

Smiles kies..

u became The Inspiration for me..

its touching..i know..

but tear no more kies my dear..=))*LOVED!!*

Sinagpore Zoological garden

Thursday, November 08, 2007 7:07 PM / 1st Story

Back From Singapore Zoological Garden!!=))

Today,i woke up around 7 in the morning..

as you would have known,i had planned to go to the Singapore Zoological Garden today with my cousins..We were suppose to meet up at 9am at CCK..but due to the weather,we decided to meet up at 10am instead..I told my lil sis that i want to take the 172 bus to CCK..so she followed what i said..And we reached CCK ard 10.02am?Oops..Sorry,late abit..=P..

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Once everyone(One and Abg) has arrived,we took off to buy some snack/light food incase we get hungry half way..After buying water and small snacks,we walk to the bus interchange to take the bus 972..in the bus,i was like.."Mandai Zoo,here we come!!=)" to my sis..hehe.. excited!!its my first time to the zoo after soOooOooo Long..=P

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So when we reached the Mandai Zoo..first thing me and my cousins did was..Snap snap snap!!taking pictures of cause.. The moment we have passed the entrance..we were so called 'pulled' by this malay guy..asking us to stand and take pics..we position ourselves in a way that we have the red and black concept..(cause abg & one was wearing red..me and lil sis wore black..=D) so after that we started our Hike in the Zoo=) i cant really remember where we wen first..but i'm sure we wen to at least 80% of the Zoo..=Phehe..maybe we missed afew places?i think only...and we ended the walk ard 2plus..from 11plus to 2plus..3hours..=)not bad at all!!=))

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So after all the walking and everything,we decided to have our lunch at KFC..after our meal finished,we wanted to end the day at the Zoo..but we remembered that we took pictures at the start of our journey..So we wen to see the pics..and when we saw the pics,we wanted to get one copy actually..cause the first picture that we took,was really very nice!!=))i like!! but when we heard the price,we decided not to purchase them..$18 for one pic?its super expensive!!so we did not buy the print out..we decided to go back home..Once we reach CCK,one wen seperate ways..he took the train while me,abg and lil sis took 172..and oOps!i fell asleep in the bus=P*sorry!*

So i must say that today experience with m cousins was FUN FUN FUN!!

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Pictures Of The Day!!=))

*More to come..from my abg..=D*