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Saturday, October 06, 2007 2:31 AM / 1st Story
Still wide awake?Yupz!!i dun noe whats wrong with me..it is so hard for me to get to sleep now adays..i'm not sure what is the casue..but maybe because...i dun know..my attachment is starting soon..yet its so had for me to ge to sleep..Sleep disorder?
Haha..yesyes..i think so too actually(Wah!Behavioural science 2 coming back..?LMAO!!)
Anyways,i'm still up and stil wide awake..dunnoe whats wrong..but yah..its just me i guess..in this hour,i am thinking of the upcoming hari raya..erm..am i fully prepared for it?Honest answer from my heart..No i m not ready..Mentally not ready..i mean,i'm having my attachment still..as in Mon to Fri attachment..Sat & Sun will be HariRaya..You think?Will i have the mood?i dun know..maybe only the night of Hari Raya i will have the mood..after that,ermm..maybe for afew hours..after the afternn of hari raya?maybe no mood..haha..every year the same feeling..nth different..so..what difference will it be?
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Well,as i m typing this entry,i'm listening to MaTwin Imeem songlist..and haha..!!the song that i once loved in the past..still in my memory(Damn!)
Mahligaimu Dari Air Mata..
Well..the meaning of the song is basically...
*what has happened is never expected from you..
after being in love for so long..
But in silence,you belong to someone else without me realising it at all..
I pray that you'll be hapy with the one you love..
Our love has nvr went anywhere..It only came from the lips..
You build sth with your tears but it shatters at the look of me..
I could still rmb all ur sweet promises and love..you told me to stay faithful..but in the end,you are the one who changed..
I tried to shut my eyes but i just couldnt..Cause i thought of u..
Its hard for me to forget about you..
Have you ever thought about that my love..??*
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Izinkan diri ku meluahkan rasa..Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa..Biar ku paparkan apa yang terjadi..Moga engkau tak ulangi..Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah..Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta..Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya..Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia..Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka..Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana..Setakat di bibir saja sayang..Kau bina mahligai dari air mata..Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepi ku..Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata..Terhumban rasa diri ku..Oh aduhai ku masih ingati..Janji manis dan saat romantis..Kau pinta ku supaya setia..Akhirnya kau yang berubah..Oh Tuhan ku tabahkan hati ku..Temukan ku dengan ketenangan..Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa daya ku..Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena..Kerana ku masih teringat pada mu..Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan..Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang
Izinkan diri ku meluahkan rasa..Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa..Biar ku paparkan apa yang terjadi..Moga engkau tak ulangi..Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah..Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta..Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya..Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia..Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka..Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana..Setakat di bibir saja sayang..Kau bina mahligai dari air mata..Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepi ku..Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata..Terhumban rasa diri ku..Oh aduhai ku masih ingati..Janji manis dan saat romantis..Kau pinta ku supaya setia..Akhirnya kau yang berubah..Oh Tuhan ku tabahkan hati ku..Temukan ku dengan ketenangan..Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa daya ku..Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena..Kerana ku masih teringat pada mu..Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan..Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang
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i thought it will be easy..but its not..its kind of stressing when i think back about "him"..it hurts still when i think abt him..but hey,i dun love him anymore..it just that the past hurts still..even though i'm hurt countless times..bu its my nature,i'm still soft inside no matter how hard i maybe on the outside..well..i couldnt sleep for the past few hours..so,i created more cute cartoons..haha..stress,thats y..=P
cute kan?hehe..=))i even kept them in my phone..haha..=p hmm..i dun know..i'm not sleepy..but,i wanna try to get some sleep..still have to wake up at 4.30 for my pre-dawn meal alrights..better try to sleep now,if not later my mom will have a hard time waking me up..hehe..Good Nights people..OopS..i meant GoOd MoRniNg peOpLe..=))