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EXAM!!
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 10:06 PM /
1st StoryEXAM RESULT DAY!!
Woken up by my friends messages saying that the exam results are out already..
So while waiting for my turn to use the computer..i did some cleaning in the house..
Well,i have to do something in the house right?So finally,i got the chance to use the computer..and i wen online to check my results..
After viewing my results,i was speechless and feeling so lost..
I so hate myself right now..i'm dissapointed and very much lost..
After breaking my fast,i locked myself in my room..crying to myself in the dark..
i cried so hard,crying my hearts out..after so not letting my tears flow,i din know why i let out so much tears..Even as i type out this entry,tears are still filled in my eyes..
my dad told me to study harder and focus on my studies..
I felt like crying even more..he has no idea how much i studied for my exams..
he has no idea how serious and hard-working i was in my exam period..
i know just because he doesnt see me study,it doesnt mean that i did not study..
thats simply because i spend most of the time outside,studying with either my friends or alone..cause i know at home,i acnt focus and study..
i studied my hearts out and he says that i shdnt be fooling around..It hurts me so deep..
My dad is never happy with my studies..either exams or class test or whatever..
he always say,study harder study harder..i studied so hard already..
but he nvr once he congratulate me or anything whenever i do well..
did he say Well done or Good job when i did well for my phase tests?for my class test?did he? Sometimes i just feel like giving up..But i know i have to still continue to study for my own good..
i am so depressed right now..Somehow i wish i could hug someone right now..I really need to draw my strength back..i really feel like giving up..i'm just too weak..
Can someone lend a hand and help me get mt strength back in me..?