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night night

Friday, September 21, 2007 10:52 PM / 1st Story

if only i can forget abt him amd the memories we had within a day..

i mean,it took me very long to get over him..and he suddenly appears out of the blue..

and i seriously hate the way things are right now..

simply said because the feelings that i have kept in me so deep is not out once again..

does any1 know how irritating it is whenever it happens?

Oh god..i admit that i once loved him..but thing are different now and before..

i can say that i have feelings for him still becoz ytr the feelings came back to me suddenly..

i know i shd be moving on with life without letting wad happened ytr affects me at all..

its easier said than done..seriously..

Loving him was such a beauty but yet so painful and hurting now..

no matter how much i used to suffer or am suffering from..the feeling of loving him still does strike me once in a blue moon..

i never found out the reason why leaving him and the memories we have together is such a pain to the mind and heart..called my blinded by love..call me foolish..

but go through wad i've been through then u tell me wad u will feel at the end..

NOW..

i cant say that i dun miss him or anything..but,its just me..

when it comes to love..i can get very weak in this..talking abt forgetting my ex..

it din take me like 1 da or 1wk or 1mth..i'll definately take more that than to get over a guy..

but for him,it din take me 1 mth..not 1 semester..it took me mths and i mean mths just to get over him..and within a blink of an eye..it all comes back to me overnight..

with or without him in my life..i have to move on..i cant possibly hope that he'll return right?

i need to move on..no matter how long it takes,i will try and continue trying to get over him..

i know i'm weak when it comes to love..but,i'll try..

*its easier said than done..*

DIL TWIN=))

Thanks for everyhing tonight..thanks for being a listening ear and hearing my probs just now..honestly,till now..i'm kind of lost and not 100% sure..but like u said.."lets take everything in our stride.."we have to move on..once again,thanks for everything once again twin..=) You are the greatest twin!!=))