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29sep update!!

Sunday, September 30, 2007 1:26 PM / 1st Story

29th September 2007..

as i woke up today,i was still having migraine and it was still killing me..

today i guess i din felt right..i wasnt feeling alright and tip-top as the way i used to be on every saturday..

for once,i felt so 'not me'..niway,like wad i'll usually do if i am not being myself..

i'll be like wearing a mask to cover the sadness or wadsoever that i am feeling deep inside me..

problems aside first alright?

Well,like every other saturdays since the fasting month started..

i'll always go over to my grandma to break my fast and to do our prayers together as a family..but for today,my cousins and me decided to go to Gelyang Serai Bazaar to shop..

Honestly speaking,today's trip to geylang is my first time going there after so long..and wow..its really hot there..haha..

i guess its becoz i nvr wen there b4..?after that ard 4plus 5..

we left geylang to go to our grandma place..

and,i got my victoria's secret perfumes today..=))

today..we had spagetti,popiah and afew other food..and oOh oOh..brownies..i love brownies..=))

kakak bought them..but i must say that nothing can ever beat my aunt cooking..

seriously..i so love her cooking..she's the best aunt..=)

and i must say,i controlled my migraine so much today that i felt weak at the end of the day..till i fell aslp while waiting for the rest to finish their prayers..i'm sorry cause i fell asleep..but,i wasnt feeling well.. AnyWay,tmr i still have meeting at esp 3pm..gosh..i hope that my migraine will be better den..=(

(a prob that i wun say..it hurts me..)

Being a lady now,for once..fear was running in me..i dun noe..but naturally,i got scared..i became cold and scared..for once,i broke down in tears,crying feeling so scared..i'm not sure if everyone understands whats running in me and why i feel scared and fear..but,its a feeling that really brought me down..

crying to myself in fear at night..feeling so scared and cold at night..

ALONE IN THE COLD NIGHT WITH FEAR..