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Monday, September 24, 2007 12:13 PM / 1st Story

at night,it was a heartbreaking time for me..for once in my lifetime,i felt so hurt..you have nvr called me marinah or reen b4 since the day we knew each other..and ytr night..u called me mariah and reen..do u have anyidea how much u have hurt me with just two words.?i may sound sensitive when its only two words and its my name..but be it..!i've nvr hear u call my other nick name or my actual name..why must u hurt me again..i cried myself to slp..it hurts..and it still hurts..the wound of the broken heart is still bleeding yet u added in the pain..

i told myself..

"Ina..its abt time u get a grip of ur own life and move on..he has hurt u too many times am i right?wads the point of u loving him when he has hurt you like crazy..its driving u up the wall right?so move on..tell urself that loving him was a pleasure and the memories you had with him,let it be ur past and part of ur memory lane..i know it hurts like mad and it still hurts till now..its been a year plus now..let him go for real and give others a chance to be important in ur life k..i know many sacrifices were made for him..take it as a helping hand and as a form of care for him k..move on ina..move on.."

and i will try my best to move on with life..coz i have my cousins,my friends and loved ones by my side..i couldnt have asked for more now...

to that someone out there...whats your freaking problem?!i dun see a reason why u need to behave the way u did..you thing it was cute and whatsoever right..?NOT!face the fact alright?it was such a pain and freaking irritating to see that stupid behaviour of urs..it's just my luck to know someone like you in my life..think twice before u act..Oops!i forgot..u dun use your brain to think..well,if you tell me that others can accept u the way u are and not complain,why cant i accept u like others too..?Well,i have my way of life..and having ppl like you,are such a pain in the aRss..if i dun hit you or anything,be thankful alright..i can be very mean if u push your luck too far..If you are not happy with it,fine!!SCRAM!!