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Serious Thursday!!

Thursday, August 02, 2007 9:21 PM / 1st Story

SERIOUS THURSDAY!!!

today,i had BCLS part one..i dun reali know wad to say..it's been a very..erm..tiring and very tiring day for me and my classmates..alot has happened actuali..and trust me..i'm getting tired of life..i mean..

**is life that super complicated for everyone?or is it juz me that i m in this situation and i feel so tired with my own life..facing the probs that i face nearly daily,is really as if i m killing myself internally slowly..i'm only 17 turning 18 in afew day..but yet still,i have been non stop facing problems in my life..one after the other..e moment i solve one,another one appears..its no wonder my migraine is killing me day by day already..i honestly feel like giving up..coz i feel so dead and tired..i'm juz so worn off at the moment..**

~wad do u expect me to do..?!!make it up to you?!yeah!!U WISH!! u have no right to control wad i do..so be gonE!!u want me to say sorry and that it is my fault?Ouh!!u wish..!!my principles are set straight..if i say it,i mean it..dun expect me to go back and erase time..Never!!well,if u know me well enuff,i hold my stand..and trust me..its abt time..be thankful that i'm juz keeping silence..i can be easy..i can be good..and trust me,i can be evil and bad if u hit e wrong target..so.. Sorry!!i have hit e target that many have not managed to hit..Congrats to u!!wahaha...!!i shall continue my stand in my position..do wad u wanna do..i care no more!!~

"sometime in life,i really wished that u were there by myside..having ur warmth to secure me and telling me that it will be alright..i just feel so weak without u..sometimes at night,tears will suddenly flow without me realising..but those tears flow coz i missed u and i loved u..."
Tell me that i'll be alright...i need the courage to stay strong...