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Wednesday, July 04, 2007 8:07 PM / 1st Story
today's training was like..erm..wad shd i say..hmmm...was juz OK..i dun wad's happening to my juniors..e spirit in them just now was like..erm..i dunnoe wad to say exactly actuali..i know that they can do better not becoz i believed in them..but i have seen much better performance from them..honestly,i really hope that they treat every single training seriously..maybe they are tired or sth..?i dunnoe..but..i dunnnoe...i honestly dunnoe..i seriously hope that e training will be serious e next time..i realli want e best for them..but..i dunnoe..sumtimes i'm thinking..am i wasting my time for them?am i sacrificing too much for them..?shd i even be there for them? shd i even shoulder e responsibility of their drills..?i dunnoe..really!!sumtimes, i dunnoe if i m putting too much effort for them...??haiz...i juz hope that one day,my juniors will be standing tall and tell me that they have improved..and i know they will improve..maybe not now..maybe in e days to come..maybe my standards are too high for them?i dunnoe..i dunnoe..i really dunnoe... maybe i will lower my expectation for them?i dunnoe...i reali dunnoe......