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"ONLY TIME WILL TELL..."that are e exact words that is running in my head right now..honestly,i m praying hard for alot of things..like what i told some of my friends,i'm just so simplistic yet complicated..i may look simply simplistic to you in e face..but deep down in me,i'm splitting up..getting more complicated..my moods in sch have been going right and left top and bottom..i have been feeling weird ever since sch started and trust me,i felt more weird when alot of things happened in sch..wad am i suppose to do?honestly speaking,i dunnoe..i can only can pray and hope that time will tell and answer the questions that is running in my heart at this very moment..no1 knows wha i am feeling cause i never once did tell anyone abt what my feelings and emotions are..you can say that i am wearing a mask in sch and at home..i only took off e mask when i am all alone in my dark room..everynight,i'll be praying for the better..hoping that one day,my heart will be feeling much better and reali take a good look at the world ard me..i'm stuck in such an ugly situation.."follow ur heart,listen to everysingle beat of ur heart.."those are e words that my frens told me..and definately,its easier said than done..i dunnoe how to say this withouot leaking anything out..but..here it goes alrite?i'm stuck in r/s..my frend told me"reen,take things real slow wif wad u r facing..if u can,slow things down in ur life..u r already so stressed up..no1 may understand u at e current situation..and dun expect any1 to understand u fully reen..if u wanna put an end to ur current r/s,make ur move fast..coz as e days goes by,i can see a difference in u reen..i cant help u much in solving..but i want to see e reen that i used to see..take care.."Seriously,i dun wanna hurt any1 in this situation..but instead,i m hurting myself internally..i'm stressed up with e situation that i m in..i wanna go with my heart or my brain..i dunnoe..at this stage that i am going,and with e rate that i live life,i might put a stop to things..i wanna go slow in this matter..its my final year in my course and trust me,i reali nid to score well this time round..my career is at stake.. "its not tat i dun love you..i guess,i really need space to recover e lost me..it hurts me saying this..but i truly hope that u understand e reason y i wanna end..i'm sorry..i'm sorry for all e hopes that i've given to you abt our r/s..klau takdir izinkan,kita akan bertemu satu hari nanti..i'm very sorry..being friends is all i can accept from u now..i'm sorry for making this relationship a short one..take care..you're a great guy..take care..my fren.."To sum of my frens who i hv hurt,i'm sorry..allow me to heal fully..and i will make things better between us..i'm juz so very sorry..my dear frens out dere,u know me well enuff till u actuali gave me space..i trult appreciate it..and i thank u for not being angry for e hurts i've done..u'll see me recover..u will...but for now...*marinah is semi-gone...*
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