Welcome To The World Of Marina.
Simple Rule Applies..don't like it, leave!
i'm missing you...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:17 PM / 1st Story
k....loads hv been happeining tiz days..so din even had e time to update my bloggy..=P
first thing first..i think i spend most of my days in e past few days in e hospital..visiting him..everytime i see him..i juz feel so..(no words can eva descibe how i felt...)
second,we took a class pic for him...hOping tT he'll recover asap..cuz i noe i miss him..i noe e class miss him too...(incomplete class pic)
third..had to finish up my geron project...next week date due..so yah...noW..he's surgery is over n done wif...=)but i'm praying so hard tat u'll be ok n recovering soon..
*feelings tats in me nowadays hv been bothering me deeply..i dun noe y i'm feeling tiz way..maybe becuz things in my heart had never changed b4..maybe..tiz incident tested my heart..i dun noe..i'm juz praying tat u'll recover..tats all i want from u now..take care my dear...*
other stuff tat i'm too lazy to sae out..=P
270107
Saturday, January 27, 2007 9:08 PM / 1st Story
went out earli cuz wanted to visit dee at e hospital cuz she was admitted at CGH ytr nite..i was reali shocked cuz i mean..e day b4 tat was one of my class mate..n next thing i noe..another one was admitted..Oh gosh..=(so i visited her..glad to noe tat she'll be discharged ltr in e aftnn..but she wanted to visit sufiyan..so i wheeled her to his ward..
i was glad to noe tat he is finalli getting sum rest..(his mum told me)but wen i saw him..my heart aches..i dun noe y..aft sum time..dee had to be send up back to her ward..so sal send her up..let wif me n nanthini..we toked n laughed..we were sum how left alone..n we toked alot..(i shall not sae out wat we toked abt........)noe his gonna have his surgery in 5 to 7 days time i think.. my heart aches even more knowing tat he might be given a AL(approval leave)i dun want...='(..i want him to recover...i want him to get well..
no one noes wat i'm feeling inside..sum how..i feel incomplete..n i do admit tat i miss you..pls take care..i reali want u to get well...it hurts me so deep inside...
i pray hard tat ur surgery will go well n tat u'll hv a speedy recovery..e gift i bought for u came from e heart...take caRe..='(...
pRaYiNg haRd
Friday, January 26, 2007 5:09 PM / 1st Story
i never expected myself to be in stage..i never wanted to feel tiz way..but as time goes by..i oni found my true feelings tat hv been hiding all tiz while..i neve knew tat wat i feel will be so strong in me tat it makes it so hard for me to slp at nite knowing tat u are still in pain..i tOsS n tUrN iN bEd..feeLing so uncomForTabLe nOt knOwiNg hOw r u aT e mOmEnt..
wen i saw u today..my heart aches..at e same tiz happy cuz i finalli got to c u again..hEaRt aCheD sO muCh sEeInG u iN paiN..i rEaLi hoPE n pRaY hArD fOr u tT u'LL rEcoVeR sOoN..tTs aLL i WaNt fOr nOw..tAkE caRe pLs..
i pRaY u'll gEt weLL sOoN..i pRaY haRd..i'LL rEaLi PrAy haRd...
---wAt m i fEeLiNg..?----
4:45 PM / 1st Story
I'd go anywhere for you Anywhere you asked me to I'd do anything for you Anything you want me to I'd walk halfway around the world For just one kiss from you Far beyond the call of love The sun, the stars, the moon As long as your love's there to lead me I won't lose my way, believe me Even trough the darkest night you know I'd go anywhere for you Anywhere you asked me toI'd do anything for you Anything you want me to Your love as far as I can see Is all I'm ever gonna need There's one thing for sure I know it's true Baby, I'd go anywhere for you I used to think that dreams were just For sentimental fools And I'd never find someone Who'd give their love so true But I knew the very minute Couldn't live my life without you in it And now I want the whole wide world To know
Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be,Alone..Those days are gone, and I want so much..The night is long and I need your touch..Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight What can I do, to make it right Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do?How did I fall in love with you?I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be,Alone tonight Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life
mOrE piCs...=)
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 5:38 PM / 1st Story
wiF e mAngGa bOys..=)
rAwW!!LovE eM!!
Monday, January 22, 2007 8:18 PM / 1st Story
aBg daLi's wEdDiNg piCz..=)
Sunday, January 21, 2007 7:25 PM / 1st Story
mE wiF cOziNs..(i jUz LoVe eM..!!)
LoVe mE cOziNs..=)
fEeLing siCk!!!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 6:26 PM / 1st Story
today wen to sch in e morning..but end up not going for lecturers n lessons..i wen to e bedok polyclinic to hv myself checked up..i tot it will be juz gastric pain..but e doc diagnose me wif gastritis..kind of shock tat my stomach hv inflammation..so he gave me 2weeks medication pluz 2 days MC..told me to get PLENTY of rest..so yah..here i m at home for two whole days..resting n hoping tat i'll get well..looks lyk i hv to bring my medications to sch for 2 weeks..=P..kinda troublesome..but wat to do..i hv to..if not things will get worse..well..tats all for today i guess... hv to eat my medication n dinner..
coz i had a bad day..
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 8:22 PM / 1st Story
Well...today can be describe as "a bad day.."was feeling alrite actuali..but sumhow aft lunch time,my gastric started to react once again..=Pso hate e feeling of being sick..do pe lesson was a nightmare for me..had to run..so i did..but aft running,i suddenly hyperventilated..its been long since i last had an attack of hypervent..i dun reali noe for how long i wasnt feeling so gd..not for a short while actuali..
aft sumtime,i felt giddiness n tiz is where things got worse for me..my head was spinning..my gastric got worse..felt so weak for tat period of time..goSh!wEn i goT tO nOE wAt wAs my pulse rate n resp,i was super shocked..!!
my trachea was so dry..den received a bottle of mineral water from my S&W teacher..*tHanKs ciKgu=)*
funny thing happened b4 i drank e water..my S&W sae he already sae sum prayers for the drink n muz sae my prayers b4 drinking..i did..but he sae muz sae loudly till he can hear..
kiak kiak..i din sae so loud of coz..juz to myself oni..for a moment i did felt better n tot i will be alright aft tat..but soon enuff,things got even worse..i started to hv reflux..i started vomiting out my lunch n body acids..for a second i tot i will collapse..cuz i was reali breathless n i could feel my heart beating fast..aft so long,i could finali stand up n walk..but wen i walk,my head was still spinning..n still vomiting..
dUn reali noe whether i'll be okie tmr morning for school..haizZ...still sick siA!!
sHouT oUts tO..:
- anna galgal=thanks for accompanying me back hm galgal..=)
- yati,dee,sal,meilin,tasya,kak ezah,shai,suba,yuni,afra,halimah,fiyana n e rest...= thanks for looking aft me through my sudden attack..without u guys n gals..i dun reali noe wat would happen to me..
- S&W teacher:thanks for e water cikgu..=)
sOmE piCs i tOok iN e dAy...=)
mE_yAti..=)
eDitEd piC oF mE & tasYa siS...=)
eDitEd piCs...=)
mE & gaLgaL..=)
nAt_mE..=)
aGaiN...=)
aNd aGaiN..=)
mEiLin_mE..=)eDitEd mE=)
Sunday, January 14, 2007 3:46 PM / 1st Story
Well..i'Ve gOt nTh bEtTa tO dO..sO i eDitEd sUm piCz oF miNe..=P
hOneStLy..i'm fOunD nOwHeRe...
Saturday, January 13, 2007 6:11 PM / 1st Story
hOneStLy,seriOusLy..i'M iN beTweEn..i dUn rEaLi nOe wAt tO dO riTE nOw..tiZ fEw dAys wAsNt aS wAt i tOt iT wOuLd be..i mEaN..tHinGs hApPeNed sO uNeXpeCtedLy..i nOt sO sure y things are happening tiz way..i dun noe y i'm feeling tiz way still...i never knew tat i would be feeling e tiz way after so long..it struck me in my heart wen sumone asked me a question..it made me heart speak..and for now..all i know is tat,my heart is still out dere..
forgive me for feeling tiz way..but..no one noes wat i am reali feeling inside of me..forgive my dearest frens who r close to me..cuz i nvr once told u how i m feeling deep down inside of me..forgive me for hiding my true feelings from u guys r out dere..i'm sorry..i juz dun hv e courage to tell u guys wat i'm feeling rite now..
hUrT...
Friday, January 12, 2007 7:23 PM / 1st Story
Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday
when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyesAnd see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been awayOoh, it's dangerous
It's so out of lineTo try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming youFor everything
I'm sorry for blaming youFor everything
I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself by hurting you
pictures..=)
6:01 PM / 1st Story
hV gOt nTh bEtTa tO dO..=P
sO mE tOok piCz wiF fReNs..=)
MsReen_YaTi=)
MsReen_HajAr=)
MsReen_dArLinG=)
MsReen_mUmMy=)
MsReen_saL=)
MsReen_YaTi=)
MsReen_HajAr=)
MsReen_dArLinG=)
MsReen_mUmMy=)
MsReen_saL=)