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hMmPhH...

Saturday, September 30, 2006 2:46 PM / 1st Story

hmMm..wEnt oUt sUpeR eArLi..cUz gOt iNtErviEw aT sGh..sO yAh..sAw dEe aT 7.50..*super earli rite..?yah..dun wanna be late mah..tats y..=P* so we waited for time to fly..den slowly..we saw ppl we recognize..CE peeps..=)sO yAh..iT wAs Lyk 8.45..so dee wen iN..n sOoN enUfF..sHe cAmE oUt..n toLd me tAt mY iNteRviEw wAs LyK 9aM..*yiAkzZ* i was kinda confused..cuz e person called me n told me its at 10am...so yah...i wen to double check e list..n guess wat?! me n dee timimng was mixed up..=P thank god i wen earli..if not..DIE!!! well..e interview wen oK.. juz waiting for e results now..=P wonder will i get it or notzZ...hmMm..shall juz wait c bah..=P

finally..for e first time today..i saw sumone aft so long..do take care ya bro..?

<<<LoOkiNg baCk tO e paSt..

fEeLinG cOnfUsEd..

nOt kNoWinG wAt tO dO aCtuaLi..bUt.. FaciNg rEaLitY..

i nOe i hV tO tAkE oNe sTeP fOrwArD nOw..

iTs hArD tO tAkE tAt oNe sTeP..

tT oNe sTeP iS e sTeP tAt wiLL cHaNge mY LiFe oNcE mOrE..

sHd i tAkE e sTeP oR sHd i nOt..?

tAt iS e queStiOn tAts bOthEriNg my miNd sO mUch..

iTs eAsiEr sAiD dEn dOnE..

tAts fOr sUrE..

tiLL tiZ vEry mOmEnT..i'M sTiLL tRyiNg mY bEsT tO tAkE tAt sTeP..

wOnder wHethEr i cAn eVa maKe tAt steP..

hEaRt stiLL iN piEcEs..

iTs jUZ sO hArD tO tAkE tAt sTeP n mOvE fOrwArD n forGeT e pAsT u sEe..

mUz i fAcE iT i aSk mYseLf...

n Lots oF aNs cAn bE LisTeD..e Gds n e bAdS..

bUt iF i wErE to LyK tHiNk tiMe n tiMe aGaiN..

i sHd bE tAkiNg tAt sTeP n fAcE reaLiTy fOr rEaL..

puLLiNg mY cOurAgE uP..

wAntiNg n dEtErmiNed tO tAkE tAt sTeP fOrwArD fOR reaL..

LeAviNg e pAsT bEhiNd..

maKiNg iT pArT oF mY pAsT..

i mOvE..i moVe on...>>>>

sO LoNg nvr uPdAte Liao

Friday, September 29, 2006 4:02 PM / 1st Story

hmMm..sO LonG nVr uPdAte my blog liao..=Phehe..juz tat dun hv anithink to say i guess..?well.. still feeling bored at home..kinda nervous actuali..cuz tmr i hv to go for my interview for sponsorship..at sgh..=) hope things goes well tmr..=) next week will be a fast week i guess...? cuz mon to wed..i hv first aid course to attend.. den thurs..fri sat n sun will be free..den mon will be attachment liao..=P haizZ...dere goes 2 weeks of attachment pluz fasting..YiaKs..!! gonna be so hard to survive...2 months of attachment will soon begin once more...=P till den..i dun wanna tok abt attachment..dun wanna have the stress back in my mind so fast..=phaHa...=P

*fLaShiNg bAcK iN mY miNd..i kEpT oN wOndEriNg..wOndEriNg y tHinGs aRe jUz sO harD tO fOrGet..iT sOoN bEcamE a pUzzLe tAt i Dun wiSh tO fAcE aGAin..bUt wAt cAn i sae..?e pUzzLe iS bAcK oNcE agaiN..nOt kNoWinG hOw tO soLvE iT aniMoRe..pErhAps i'LL jUz LeAvE tiz puZzLe aS iT iS..?oNi hopiNg tAt tiMe wiLL soLvE it..hoPiNg tAT tiZ puzZLe wiLL bE oNe piEcE onCe agAin..hOpiNG iT wiLL bE a hApPy n sOLvEd puZzLe...cUz i dUn wAnt tO c tiZ puzZLe disSaPeaR iN tHiN air...i wAnT tiZ puzZLe tO bE aLwAys dErE iN mY LiFe..bUt i cAnt cHanGe hOw tHinGs r aCtauLi..oNi e pUzzLe iTseLf cAn cOntroL e dEstiny..sO..i'LL juZ sTaY n pRaY..hOpiNg tAt mY dEePesT wiSh wiLL cOmE tRuE...i pRaY..*

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006 12:48 PM / 1st Story

3rd day of fasting mth.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006 1:56 PM / 1st Story

hmMm..today ish e 3rd day of the fasting mth..feel so bored at home..wanna go out but dun feel lyk going out also..=Pattachment ish on e 9 of oct..anna's burfday..=P keke.. well.. next mon till wed...hv to go for first aid course..wonder where is e confirmed venue.. dun reali noe wat i m feeling actuali..its lk as if..i m still confused n stuck in e middle..i noe its super hard for me..but..i juz hav to move on rite..?since i no longer mean anithing..i'll juz hv to get a life n move on huh..? haizZ..wonder.when n how much longer will i be lyk tiz.i hv to move..!!sumday.but not now..slowly..i hope i'll be able to move on..cuz i have to move on..i have to...

well...

a shout out...

HAPPY 16TH BURFDAY TO ADEQ SYAZANA... & HAPPY SWEET 17 BURFDAY TO SIPELLE..=)

may all ur dreams come true.=)

tMr fAstiNg LiaO

Saturday, September 23, 2006 3:11 PM / 1st Story

tMr fAstiNg LiaO..
hmMm..nTh mUch haPpEniNg aCtuaLi..=PsiaN..reaLi misS mY dEaR cLasS..JN0601D..we rox tO e cOrE mAn..!!misS e tiMes we haD duRinG e bbQ..eSp wif e other 4 of us..toking from nite till morning..=Ptok abt ghost stories lah,things tat r not meant to be tok..abt all sorts of things actuali..hOpefuLi dere will be another gathering at e end of e year..coz i will oni get to see all of em next year wen skool reopens..=(sad man..haizZ...

tO aLL mUsLiM:
*seLamAt mEnjaLani bULaN pUaSe..=)*

tO bUrFdAy bOi:
*haPpY bUrfdAy yAn..=)*

BBQ..=)

Friday, September 22, 2006 3:01 PM / 1st Story

jUz wOkE uP..=P
feeling so e tired aft e long morning..=P

me had class bbq at east coast park..=)
me went wif mummy,xiang yun n jj...

had loads of fun..got walked all e way to parkway parade..=Pto buy cake for e burfday gals..=)
everything conts aft tat..e fun..e laughter..photo taking..eTc..
hAd bbQ..aft bbq..ard10pluz..went to play bowling..=)so aft tat...we went back to pit..

me,alwyn,jj,xiang yun n rafian stayed up late..=Pdin slp..=Pwe stayed up n tok abt all thiz sia..=P
n now..my entire body is aching..=P

wanna slp..tats all for now..oH yah..my class pic..=P

holiday=)

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 5:08 PM / 1st Story

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!finally=)

tiz call for HOLIDAY..=)

CN paper=PhaizZ

Monday, September 18, 2006 9:04 PM / 1st Story

tOdAy iSh CliNicaL NurSiNg pApEr...

wAntEd tO wAkE uP eaRLi tOdAy actuali..den oni end up waking up at 7..?=P oOpsS..=P
den went to skool earli bah..juz to study..*haiyO..y so hardworking marinah??=P*
hehe..den studied wif ivy mummy,shA2,wee ying,RafiAn n aLwyN..deN cAmE yAti..dEn yAn..we all studied till lyk..dun noe wanna study or not sia..haha..LOL...

tiMe for eXaMssSSssS....
iN e eXaM haLL...

I NVR DO 30 MARK QUESTION...!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIE MAN!!!

haizZ..feel lyk breaking down..but..wats over is over bah..now..i wanna focus on Behavioural science...muz do betta..=) jia you marinah...=)>

den wen home earli today..cuz sop bro send us home..=)thanks ya..?

HavE u ever..?

Saturday, September 16, 2006 6:54 PM / 1st Story

a sOng tAts on my blog...

Have ever loved somebody so much It makes you cryHave you ever needed something so hard You can't sleep at night Have ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, Have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so hard You can't sleep at night Have ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, Have you ever Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life You'd do anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta do to get your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you in my world 'Coz baby I can't sleep

arGH..!!

6:50 PM / 1st Story

wAt mOrE cAn i sAy oThEr dEn sTrEsS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exams is so near..=Pn i still have alot to study..haizZ..dun even noe whether can make it or notzZ..=PhaizZ..

tOo LazY tO sAy aNithiNg eLsE..

sTreSsSsS

Thursday, September 14, 2006 6:03 PM / 1st Story

sTrEsSeD uP...!!!!

monDaY is my paper already sia..n i hv loads of stuff to put in my brain..haizZ..super stress man..did CN e whole day=P..but managed to put sum stuff in my brain..besides having so much stress in skool..?we did hv laughters too..=) my class is so e cute sia..got so many new words in e class..lyk.. "maximum..!!diS coRonEr??nAk naiK tOiLet??maNy mOrE..=)"

well..got to go n study now..all e best my darling class..=)

i'M sorrY

Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:31 PM / 1st Story

an ordinary day for me i guess..?but juz felt tat i wanna update my blog..dun noe y..but..yah..
been reali stressed up tiz week..cuz next week is exams week..got loads to study..loads of catching up to do actuali..actuali, more of clinical nursing to do..=Pkeke..been slacking tats y..=P

besides studying..been confused n not knowing wat to do..i'll try for sure..but i wun say wat my prob is..oni afew noe..=Psorry..

wen to c some of my links..chatted wif afew..oni den did i realised tat i'm a distance away from em..been bzi wif my life..forgot abt my dear bao beis..=(

Sorry to my god families if i wasnt dere for u wen u needed me at tat time..forgive me will u..?
rmb sth tat even thou i m far from u,in my heart,u r always near me..

mE n mY tAg=)

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 12:50 PM / 1st Story

mE n mY bAcKstAgE cReW..=)

12:24 PM / 1st Story

mUmMy_ryNe_wiNnErS_yAti_xiAnGyuN_viC

12:21 PM / 1st Story

rYnE_yAti_dEe_saL=)

12:18 PM / 1st Story

sMiLeY mUmMy n gaLgaL..=)

Friday, September 08, 2006 11:10 PM / 1st Story

gaLgaL_ryNe

11:08 PM / 1st Story

cEscA_gaLgaL_rYnE

11:05 PM / 1st Story

Mr n Ms Personality ITE CE..=)

10:35 PM / 1st Story

wAhH..!!!

had a super long n tiring day today..my day in skool only ended at 8pluzZ??yAh..well.. today, had lessons as per normal...During pE,we had a theory test..(din noe got theory test in pe lesson sia..=P) e test was lyk..erm..easy bah..my class so cute..can ask ard sum more sia..keke.. den had bH lesson..as per normal..did revision for exam..=P

HaizZ..=P aft skool, wen to change my attire..had to get ready for Mr n Ms Personality..helping out wif e event mah..so wah..me n my frends wen to change..aft changing, i oni realise tat i m e oni gal from my class who wore black n black..e rest all wear white n jeans..keke..took pic wif em..den like very weird sia..all white,me oni black..sad sia..=( (dey sayi m e evil one..)haiZz..den i saw MiNa in e lift..=) [so long nvr c u liao jie..]aFt cHanGiNg,wen to cafeteria for a short while,to eat lah of coz..hungry sia..=P keke..den saw candy mummy, latifah mummy, vic n e rest..den mummy say whether we helping or participating..?[diao..cuz look different..=P] den took pic wif mumMy n viC..=) finally, time came..had to go liao..so wen up to mlc..

started to help out..had to blow balloons..=Pso many..cheeks hurts..cuz so long never blow balloon liao..sum more its e hard one sia..=P den helped to carry e chairs to arrange..so help lor..den wen to follow leacturer go take sum stuff..cuz i backstage crew mah..so e arrangement, helping n everything goes on..till abt 3pluzZ..?yAh..den all geting prepared for e whole event...=) was scared at first..but wen e whole thing started, it was oK..=)

had loads of fun backstage..met new people..made new friends..=)so glad tat today happened..wun forget today..had alot of fun b4,during n aft e whole concert..aft e whole event was over..aft e debrief all..e backstage crew had to do sum other stuff..we had to return all e musical instruments back to e room..at its e 2nd floor lor..den end up oni 4 ppl sia..haiz..so sad..but..nvm bah..

nid my slp...!!!!!!!!niTeZ..=)

hErE aRe sOmE oF e piCz..mOrE tO cOmE..=)

mOrE piCzZ=)

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 7:07 PM / 1st Story

mE_sOpHiA_nAntHu_ saL..=)

mE_yAti_saL_sOphiA_jAy_nAntHu..=)

sNaP sHoTzZ

Tuesday, September 05, 2006 8:55 PM / 1st Story

sOmE oF e piCzZ i tOoK iN sKooL..=P
*kEkE..*

jN0601D dUriNg tEacHeRs dAy..=)

11:38 AM / 1st Story

mY cLasS piC dUriNg tEaChERs dAy..=) *SmiLes jN0601D...=)*

mOrE piCtUrEs oF mE n mY cOziNs...=)

10:55 AM / 1st Story

mOrE piCzZ..=) kiAk kiAk..=) jUz LoVe mY cOziNs sO mUch....=)

mY dEaRy cOziNs...=)

Monday, September 04, 2006 9:24 PM / 1st Story

tiZ iS e piC mE n mY cOziNs tOoK oN sUndAy aT wEsT cOaSt pArK..=) wiTh e eDitiNg oF mY aBg..hE mAdE a pOsTeR..=) jUz cAnt heLp iF..iTs jUz sO sO niCe..i jUZ LoVe iT sO mUcH..=) ThAnks aBg..=).. weLL..hErE aRe afEw oF mY fAvouRiTe piCzZ... *wAnNa c mOrE piC..hAhA...tAts fOr mE tO sEe..=)kEkE*

sTuDy sTuDy sTuDy wEeK...

Friday, September 01, 2006 8:10 PM / 1st Story

hMmM..wOke uP LaTe tOday..sUpPoSe to mEeT gaLgaL aT 10am aT e bUs sToP..bUt oOpsS..i wOkE uP aT 10..=P*sOrRy gaLgaL...*dEn eNd uP LeaVing hOusE oNi aT 10.45?i tHinK sO bAh..weLL..reAcH ciTy haLL aT 11.30..?sUm wHeRe dErE bAh..=P*sOrRy..* dEn sAw gaLgaL aT e poLaR aReA dErE..eAtiNg cHicKeN pIe...*saLiVA dRoPpiNg..=)niCe niCe cHiCkEn piE..=)*sO mE,gaLgaL n mY y.siS gO tO mcCafe..stArTeD stUdyoNg sLoW..dEn niCK cAmE..tOt hE wiLL bRinG hiS siStER...eND uP hE bROugh hiS siStErS...kEkE...

so wE stUdiEs tiLL aBt..eRm2PluzZ..dEn gaLgaL hAd tO gO woRk LiAo..=(..hMmm..dEn mE coNt tO sTuDy.. tiLL aBt 4plUzZ..?dEn mE n mY siS gO waLk2..bRinG hEr waLk2 aRd sUntEc n eSpLanDe..=) niCe mAn..e bReeZe..wAs sO reLaxiNg..=) enD uP goinG hOmE at 5pluzZ..hAhA..sTh fUnNy hApPeN iN e tRaiN..dErE wAs tiZ gUy wHO wAs fUnNy..Wen hE wAntEd tO gO oUt oF e tRaIn..hE diD sTh fUnNy tAt mE n mY siS cAnt tAkE iT..LOL...!!!hAhA..weLL..tAts aLL fOr nOw i gUEsS..?