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Monday, August 28, 2006 3:07 PM / 1st Story
hiazZ...wat more can i actuali say abt mon..?but..Monday BluezZ...=P i dun noe how to say in words actuali..but..haizZ..i juz feel so down today..no exact words to describe it actuali..but..haizZ..overslept in e train on e way..oni woke up at pasir ris..=P had to go back to tanah merah..haizZ..*tat oni shows how tired i am actuali..=P* wat can i say..but had a reali tiring week..=P
in skool..wat happened..is lyk..no words can describe e feeling tat i'm feeling inside..haizZ.. honestly..no words can eva describe e feelings tat i'm feeling..i dun noe y..but..its juz..not able to descibe..haizZ..
"no one is perfect in tiz world..but y does it seems as if dere are perfect ppl ard on tiz earth..i dun noe wat to say..and dun noe wat to do..i'm confused..trapped in a world full of darkness..its lyk a never ending darkness...one by one..e darkness comes surrounding me whenever i see rays of light entering my life..it juz seems as if i m not meant to hv real happiness..happiness do come..but dissapear so fast..juz wen i m reali n truely happy..tat happiness dissapears.. y cant i have happiness in life? i do smile..i do laugh..but were dey reali happiness,smiles n laughers..?i cant say much huh??but..hmMm..i no longer noe wat to say or do in life..it hurts.. it reali hurts whenever i m feeling tiz way..i used to think tat i will be able to find happiness...but now..i cant.. i'm juz hoping tat one day..i'll be able to find happiness..cuz i've lost my happiness.."