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fAdiNg aWaY
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 12:13 PM /
1st Story
dun reali noe whats happening to me now..i mean..i juz cant help it but to feel so down n at my lowest spirit..ppl ard me may c me smile and laugh..but honestly..e prob in my life are still unsolved..its easier said den done honestly..take a look..life is harder for me now..thou i may be dere to encourage my frends to study,help them out,smile or laugh wif em..but deep inside i dun noe wat i'm feeling..i'm so confused..its as if my world is in a roller coaster..probs tat i once thought will be solved turn ard..from betta to worse??i din expect things to be so complicated n brain cracking..honestly,i'm stuck in e middle..i dun noe how to make things betta..campus days r coming to an end soon enuff..yet things are unsolved n left hanging..a matter tat could hv been solved ytr..but instead..haizZ..it got worse..i reali..honestly dun noe wat to do animore...they being in my position..3 frens of mine..n now..things start erupting n cracking..how do u expect me to be as normal as i could..?its lyk i m stabbing my own heart whenever i think about tiz matter..it juz hurts so much..its not easy to put myself together..i reali dun noe wat to do animore...*sumone out dere, help me please...*iTs easier said den done huh??true enuff tat it takes alot of courage to actuali move on..n honestly..i dun noe wat i'm feeling rite now..i juz hate being in tiz position..trapped in a world full of traps, unhappiness,puzzles, mysteries n probs..e feeling is jus so hurting n painful..i juz wanna find my happiness once again..dun noe wen..but..hoping tat e day will come..cuz i'm suffering enuff..suffering so much pain in e past..suffering still at tiz veri moment..how much longer will i be suffering..?issin't e amount of pain n suffering been enuff..?havent been all e shed tears been enuff..?much i shed tears again whenver i hv a hard n suffering time wif e prob..?i reali do hope tat e suffering n pain will be over soon enuff.."haben been in my gd spirit tiz days..been so down n at my lowest spirit..i dun noe wat to do or how to react..but juz..being in silence or in a world of pretending...i dun noe how much longer i can stand on my feet.."
*maybe one day..you ppl out dere will c MaRiNaH faDe aWaY sLowLy..oNe day,if u rEaLisE tT e mAriNaH tAt u oNcE kNeW iS nO LonGeR aRd..i jUz wAnNa sAy tHaNkS fOr bEinG dEre fOr mE aLL tiZ wHiLe..i hOpE tAt u'LL cOntiNuE wiF uR LiFE wiF hApPinEsS n smiLe aLwAyS..wiF oR witHouT mE,nOe u'LL bE hApPy stiLL..*