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Saturday, July 29, 2006 7:50 PM / 1st Story
wat an experience today man...=)well, today had cip actuali..tot its gonna be lyk e same..boring n not so fun..
but hey..!!=)today was such fun..=)
me,bibi n yati..=) we went together..had loads n i mean LOADS of experience..=)
met wif eurasian..=) gave us a memory..(eurasion currency..)
met wif a grp of guys..help us donated n gave us sweets..
me n bibi went to ask loads of secondary sch kids..
[got to admit tat they r rich..=)]
met wif china ppl..took pic wif em?=P
keke..den went walking ard..=) had loads of laughter n fun today..=)
*thanks bibi n yati for making my day..=)*
[love u siszie...]
=)smiles for today..frowns for ytr
Friday, July 28, 2006 9:26 PM / 1st Story
=)smiles for today..frowns for ytr..today dun noe y..but..can smiles..=)
he tok to me aft sumtime nvr toking..
well..feels better now knowing tat we can actuali tok now..
hopefuli things will get betta as e days goes by..
=) smiles for today..smiles for tmr..=)
took neoprint wif my sisz..=)reali nice..=) sweets...=)
love my sis..=)
*love e peeps in my class..*
8:41 PM / 1st Story
*cRazY siSziE*
8:37 PM / 1st Story
*sWeEtiEzZ*
8:36 PM / 1st Story
*cUtieZ siS*
8:34 PM / 1st Story
*rYn n saL...=)*
8:31 PM / 1st Story
mY siStA..!!!=)
8:25 PM / 1st Story
*siS siS siS siS*
8:22 PM / 1st Story
*mE dGn kAk saL...=)*
(cRazY pOsE...)
8:20 PM / 1st Story
*sWeEt sWeEt siSziE...=)*
8:17 PM / 1st Story
*fOuR sisZiE*
8:14 PM / 1st Story
sWeEt pOsE..=)
8:12 PM / 1st Story
*sMiLezZ sisZiE...=)*
8:08 PM / 1st Story
e rest of my neoprint wif my gal gal..=)
LonG dAy..=P
Thursday, July 27, 2006 9:41 PM / 1st Story
hmMm..super long day actuali today..studies clinical nursing e whole entire day..=Pstudies so much..but..haha..fell sick so suddenly..was suppose to do a fake vomit for practical lesson.. when doind e fake vomit, i suddenly vomit abit n felt lyk vomiting even more..
so i ran out of class n vomit so much in e toilet..my lunch all came out sia..=P*haiyo*
but manage to feel better at sumtime..=)for e first time words were heard..but not eye contact..=(..well..at least its an improvement rite?hopefuli things get betta bah..=)
aft sch suppose to study..but went out wif my deary anna galgal..=) went back to united square toy r us..=)[reali miss the place so much..esp e peeps who works dere..reali a nice batch of peeps i must say..=)love working with em so much..reali friendly n nice peepzZ]
aft tat we went to bugis..=) suppose to be finding a bag for both of us..a mother n daughter baggy..=)*die die muz get by tiz year de..*=) but end up nvr find bag..end up taking NEOPRINT..
Loads of neoprint actuali..=) aft take neoprint, saw victory n xiang yun again..=) *could hv taken wif em if saw em earlier at that very spot...* reach hm ard 8.30pluzZ..=P[aFew oF mY fAvS=)]
wAt mOrE cAn i sAy??
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 9:38 PM / 1st Story
well..today was a ..erm..nth to say day..but confused n not reali noe wat to do actauli..
i mean..i tried toking to him..cuz lyk i told him tat we'll stay as frens as before..
but am i avoiding him?i dun reali think so actuali..
but wat ever it is..i noe i dun wanna be enemy wif him..
i will n cont to tok to him..
*hope things will go on well...*
nUrsEs dAy cELeBraTioN=)
9:25 PM / 1st Story
NurSeS dAy piCz...=)
*yAti*bi*D*saL*rYnE*nAt*
*smiLezZ mY dEaR fReNzZ/siSziE*
iSh iSh iSh..
Tuesday, July 25, 2006 8:25 PM / 1st Story
iSh..!*honestly speaking..i cant hide tiZ from thoSe who noes abt wat i'm feeling inside..
i've been puttin on a smile, a laughter n care free look these few hours..
but honestly, deep inside me,i'm still bleeding n hurt actuali..
but i juz have to put on a smile on my face for my frens..
i dun reali noe how to move on actuali..but..trying so so hard rite now..
a smile on my face..a laughter heard from me..
tat doesnt reali mean tat i'm happy n moving on wif life perfectly..
maybe dere were a few laughters..
buT..hardly actuali..cuZ everytime i stare in mid air..
i juz cant help it but to think..n slowly tears fill my eyes...
i mean..my feelings were so deep n true..
n it came so suddenly..tat my heart broke..
numb n not knowin how to love animore..
*Lyk wat ppl say..time will heal its wound...*
mOviNg oN..
11:58 AM / 1st Story
wakakazZ..dun reali noe wat to say rite now but..hmMm..wat can i sae..but trying to move on wif life rite now..
*wif e help of my dear frens of coz..=)*
still frens(close frnes) aft wat happened ytr..
at least not enemies..
wat can i sae but dey bring smiles to my face actuali..
dun reali noe how to cope without em actuali..
every one of em is so so special to me..
cant list em out rite now, cuz dere r many of em..=)
*love u guys alotzZ..*
Thankz to those who were dere for me wen i was at my lowest spirit ytr..
on e way hm,y.sis msg n told me tat dere r some probs at home..
*can my day get ani worse then this?*
wat can i say..?but life is full of unexpected stuff..
guess for now, frends r my main happiness in life..
one of my fren said..
things tat u want to happen may or may not happen..
having high hopes may juz bring u down in the end..
no one noe when or where or what or why things will eva happen..
juz accept life as it is rite now..
wat is meant to be is meant to be..
wat goes ard, muz come ard..>
suppose to be doin project rite now..but keke...
msg my frends a gd nite msg ytr...
two of my sis were shock by e msg..
e msg goes like this...
"if one day u realise that i am no longer ard..
if one day i leave so suddenly
i just want u to noe that meeting u in my life is a gift.."
tot i was going to suicidal or do sth stupid to myself..
but hey..=) i promise not to do anything kiezZ...=)
hAizZ..gOoDbYe mY LoVeR
Monday, July 24, 2006 6:27 PM / 1st Story
*Did I disappoint you or let you down?Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.*
gUeSs taT tHiNgs hV cOmE tO aN eNd..
aFt 13dAys..tHinGs cHanGeS sO sUdDenLy..
teRriFiEd tO fAcE iT oF coZ..
cUz i nOe tAt mY fEeLiNgs, LovE n cArE wErE aNd havE bEeN tRuE tOwArDs yOu..
bUt i gUesS tHinGs wErE nOt mEaNt tO bE..
i nVr kNeW tAt i'LL bE LosInG u sO sOoN..
cUz i LovE u sOo mUCh..
iT hUrTs sO mUcH aS i hV tO faCe wiF LiFe aS iF thiNgS diN haPpEn..
i noE i cAnt bE mEnTaLi n PhySicaLLy oK aFt tOdAy..
buT i'LL tRy mY bEsT tO oVer cOmE wAt hAppEn tOdAy..
*i jUz wAnnA teLL u tAt i hV nVr sToP LoviNg u fRoM e vErY fiRsT dAy i feLL iN LovE wiF u...*
but like wat ppl say..
[time will heal its wound..
wat goes ard, comes ard..]
i pray hard enuff tat u n her will be happy..
[bUt dEep dOwN iN mE, i nOe forgeTtiNg u wiLL bE hArD..cUz i LovE u whOLe hEartedLy...]
my heart is at lost of words n feelings rite now..cuz..it hurts so much..
but i respect ur decision..slowly, i hv to let u go..>
i noe tat i love u..but now..i noe i hv to let u go..=(*i love u...*
miSs miSs miSs u...
Saturday, July 22, 2006 5:26 PM / 1st Story
*misS u sO mUcH..oNi mAnAgEd tO LoOk aT u froM fAr..
nO wOrDs cAn deScriBe oN hOw mUcH i miSs u dEaR..
wOndEr hOw R u rItE nOw aT tiz mOmEnT..
i miSs yOu dEaR...*
nUrsEs dAy cELeBraTioN=)
5:04 PM / 1st Story
sAt..sHd bE a dAy oF reSt...bUt hAd nUrsEs dAy cELebRatiOn aT cAmpUs..=)hAd LoaDs oF fUn dUriNg e ceLebrAtiON aCtuaLi..
aS i waS u pErfOrM..mY heArt bEaTs fAsT..i sMiLeD..=)
*u diD weLL deAr*=)
toOk piCzZ wiF mY fREnDs b4 i LeFt..gLad tOoK piC wiF eM..
wAnTeD tO tAke pIc wiF u..bUt u wEreNt aRd..=(nExT tiME i guEsS...
weNt baCk tO wEstwoOd fOr cArnivaL..
sAme LoaDs oF pEePs wHo i LonG tO sEe..
reaLi gLaD tAt i sAw eM..
tOoK piC wiT mY dEaR sL fAmiLy..
*not e enTiRe faMiLy..jUz aFew hArd cOrE sL pEePs..=)*
so much yet so little time..
Friday, July 21, 2006 3:19 PM / 1st Story
haha...in sch now actuali..had behaivoural science homwork to finish up actuali..so yah..got 3 different topics to finish up by monday..but irritated cuz cant reali enter e website at home..=P..sad man..so had to spend time in skool juz to finish up the assignments..
been writing out loads n in mean LOADS of notes..=Psuper tiring sia my hand..but hey..!its over n done wif now..=) thank god man..=)
but now..juz have to go home n re-write em into e behaivoural science journal..gonna spend more time den i guess..cuz hv to write nicely..if not i cant reali study..=P
so..gtg now..nid to go home n finish up e work cuz tmr is nurses day...
*i wish time will stop wen u r next to me...*
siCk..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 9:29 PM / 1st Story
dun reali noe wats happening to me these days..today had migraine..so sudden..
head felt like as if it was gonna explode..
but felt a little better wen u took care of me..
u were dere by me always...
but wasnt feeling tat gd animore wen u went off...
*u saved me from getting worse..*
feLt so siCk toDay..=P
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 8:10 PM / 1st Story
haizZ..dun noe exactly wat happened today..but..me felt so sick..
was feeling super hot during cms lesson...
was feeling super icy cold during cn lesson..
dun reali noe wat's wrong wif me today..but yah..
first day of clinical nursing studies...=)
learnt loadz of stuff..till cant take it animore...
made a goal today..
*muz study well n do well for clinical nursing..*
hopefuli can be achieve...
1st day of campus reopens..=P
Monday, July 17, 2006 5:31 PM / 1st Story
*LovEs e vieW..e sun rising..=)*wahaha...1st day of campus reopens..
got my new timetable..haizZ..
wed end late..how to go back to sec sch..?=p
guess wat?tiz sat is nurses day..
cant make it so early for my sch carnival i guess??
cuz e event ends at 12pluz..haizZ..
last min tell us..den now..
haizZ..will die-die go back one..!!!!!!!
oUcH...!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 16, 2006 7:42 PM / 1st Story
well..wat can i sae abt today??injured my finger now..=Pbleeding non stop for abt...15mins??ouch..!!in loads of pain actuali..so e sway..tmr open skool...den hv to injured my finger..haizZ..
*miss u dearly...haben hear from u for days..cant wait to c u aft so long...*
wat a day..=)
Saturday, July 15, 2006 6:38 PM / 1st Story
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kiak kiak kiak...=)
well..today went back to sec sch for cca..
had a long day i hv to admit..
did loads of drill..
cuz intra uniform footdrill comp is ard e corner..=P
*hope we'll win again..*
aft cca...went to makan..wif my dear juniors...
officer treats..=)
keke...been so long since we last ate together...
aft eat..went out with my di,mei n galgal..
took a neoprint..=)
keke..=)will stay in my memory lane always...
*argHhhh****
mOnday skool..=P
haizZ
skooL gOnNa reOpEnsS...=P
Friday, July 14, 2006 12:23 PM / 1st Story
*PiC oF MY cOziNs..aLL sLpiNg..=)*guEsS wAt?hoLidAys r cOmiNg tO aN eNd..
wHicH mEaNs..hV tO gO bAcK tO cAmpUs..=P
hAizZ..hV tO sTudY agAiN..cArrY e tAbbNeR..=P
sO LoNg nVr gO bAcK cAmpUS..hAizZ..
e 6mThs pAsS bY rAthEr fAsT i hV tO aDmiT..
wHo nOes..e nExT tHiNg i nOe..iT wiLL bE aTtAcHmEnT LiFe oNcE aGaiN..=P
HaizZ...
sAt..gO bacK tO sEc sCh FoR cCa..
sUn..mAyBe GoiNg oUt..
mOn..?BACK TO SKOOL...!!!!HAIZzz
11 juLy...
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 1:01 PM / 1st Story
11 juLy...*..mY LiFe cHanGeD..nVr diD i eXpEcT tHinGs tO hApPeN sO fAsT..i nOe i hV bEeN wAiTiNg iN siLenCe..e wAiT niD nOt hV tO waiT aNi LonGeR..aFt sO LonG..tHiNgs cHangE sO sUdDenLy..i wUn LeT tiZ dAy sLip tHrOugH mY LiFe..*
*hAhA..tOdAy wiLL wORkiNg tiLL LatE mOrniNg...=P haHa..goNnA bE tiReD fOr sUrE..bUt hEy..wEn i cOme baCk hOmE, iTs mY youNgEr siS bUrfDaY...=)
well...gOt tO gEt reAdY fOr wOrK..bUbbiEzZ...*
frAnCe LosT...=(
Monday, July 10, 2006 1:02 PM / 1st Story
kinDa sAd aCtuaLi cUz fRaNcE diN wiN e wOrLd cUp..=(hmMm...iTaLy wOn cUz dEy gOt e PenaLtY kiCk..
hAizZ..nVm..CongRaTes tO iTaLy...
gErmanY..=)
Sunday, July 09, 2006 2:18 PM / 1st Story
watched e fifa world cup match at 3..germany against portugal..guess wat??gErmany WON..=) *yeah man...*
germany 3 portugal 1....
Schweinsteiger scored 2 goals... at e 56th minutes n 78th minute...=)
PetiT scOrEd at e 61st minute...=)
hAhaHa..sO hApPy tAt gErManY wOn...wAntEd eM tO wiN e wOrLd cUp bUt..3rD plaCe iS gOoD eNufF for mE...=)cUz dEy aT tHeiR hOmE tOwN...
juZ aWaiTiNg fOr LtR tOniGhT's gAmE..FraNcE aGaiNsT iTaLy..wAnT fRaNcE tO wiN...!!!=)
=P
Saturday, July 08, 2006 4:19 PM / 1st Story
KiaK KiaK kiaK...wEnT bAcK tO sCh tOdAy..
heLpeD oUt iN W LeaGuE..
gOt aFeW caSuaLtiEs..bUt aLL oK nOw(i gUEsS sO??)
well..weNt baCk aNd sAw pEePs tAt i hAbEN sAw fOr sO LonG..
sAw mY eiLeEn mEi, aiSyAh gaL2, hAn mEi,LiChUn kOr, JuN jiE aHgoNg,tAuFiQ bRo, bEn bRo, fAisaL bRo,sAw e tEaChErs..=),mY bRozZ iN W LeaGuE....=)
wakakakazZ..sO haPpY tO gEt tO c eM cUz sO e LoNg nVr sAw eM..
reaLi miSs eM..e wEsTwoOd pEePzZ..esP mY sEc4s n 5s STUDENT LEADERS darLiNgs...
dey rOzZ to e cOrE..=)planning to go back to our hometown...=)
went out wif my eileen mei n aisyah galgal for a while..doin some catchin up..miss ya mei n galgal..tAke care kiezZ?
well..suppose to go out wif my cozins today..but..guess me too tired in e end..=P
tRaiNiNg dAy..=)
Friday, July 07, 2006 7:45 PM / 1st Story
hmMm..today had training from 10.30 to 5pm..it went well actuali..was kind of scared actuali..
but hey..!!=) it went well..reali well..=)
e trainer was reali easy going n encouraging..
ensuring tat we noe wat to do on e actual day..
met new ppl...meet anna's frenzZ from united square...
one of e guy look abit lyk rizuan actuali..=P
keke..on e way back home from suntec..saw one of my primary sch fren..
*suprised* he still rmbs me..well.din tok but smiled n wave..
hmmm..tats all for now i guess..till next time...=)
PiCzZ wiF mY dEaR cOziNzZ..=)
7:24 PM / 1st Story
piCzZ wiF e pEePzZ i LoVE e mOsT..=)
LosT??fOunD e wAy..=)
7:00 PM / 1st Story
hAd a sMaLL oUtiNg yTr(oR sHd i sAy gAthEriNg..)..hmMm..sUpPoSe tO mEeT uP aT 7.30 wiF mY cOziNs..bUt sUmhOw..mE, mY siS n cOziN(mY tWiN) gOt LosT..=P
kEkE..toOk e wRoNg bUs..sO..iNstEaD..wE hAd a sMaLL tOuR oF jUroNg iNdUstRiaL aReA..
kEkE..bUt glaD tO sAy..fOuNd oUr wAy dErE..=) hAhA..dEN iT waS tiMe tO... EAT=)
hAd LoAds oF fUn aCtuaLi yTr..hAd LoAds..n i mEaN LOADSZZZ oF fUn wiF eM..=) hAd LoaDs oF LauGhTeR..=) kEkE...pLaNnEd tO maKe aNotHeR mOviE mArAthOn..duN wiLL cOnfiRm mAkE oR nOtzZ..bUt nVm..aS LoNg aS gEt tO sPeNd tiME wiF eM..mE hApPy..=)
fRaNcE..=)*yEaH*
Thursday, July 06, 2006 12:43 PM / 1st Story
sTaYeD uP LaTe tiS mOrniNg aGaiN..jUz tO wAtCh fRanCe aGaiNsT PoRtuGaL..gUesS wAt??fRaNcE wOn!!!!=) sCoReD bY e fRaNcE cAptAiN..=)
*yEaH mAn*=) [nO hArD fEeLiNgs PoRtuGaL fAns..]
fEeL sO hApPy..aFt yTr diSsApOinTmEnT..fRaNcE iS mY oNi hOpE nOw..
fRaNcE aGaiNsT iTaLy oN mOndAy mAtCh...HoPe fRaNce wiLL wiN e fiFa wOrLd cUp 2006..=)
*aLL e bEsT fRanCe..=)*
bTw.."haPpY bUrfDaY bOoN yiK mEi...(05/07)"... "hApPy bUrfDaY mEiQi gaLgaL..(07/07)"..
May aLL uR dReaMs cOmE tRuE...=)
gErMaNy?? sTaRtiNg a bZi wK..
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 12:50 PM / 1st Story
sTaYeD uP LaTe jUz tO wAtcH e mAtcH bEtWeEn gErMenY n ItaLy..
tO mY diSsApoiNtMeNt..gErManY LosT..=(
so uNexPectLy, itALy sCoRe aT e vErY laSt miN..
sO wAstEd..gErMaNY cOuLd hV wOn..bUt dEy diN..
dErE gOeS mY hOpE iN gErMaNy..cUz bRaZiL iS oUt aLreaDy..
diSsApoiNtEd sTiLL..bUt nVm...
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weLL..diSsApoiNtmEnT asiDe..guess i'll be real bzi from tMr oNwaRds?hV pLaNs..LoaDs..
tHurS*gO oUt wiF cOziNz..=)*
fRidAy*gO fOr wOrK tRaiNinG aT sUntEc?*
sAt*gO bAcK sCh fOr cCa?*
sUn*gO oUt wiF mY gaLgaL tO pAsiR riS?*
mOn*gO bacK tO cAmpUs fOr rEd cRoSs fiRsT aiD cOurSe(9-5)*
tUeS*gO bacK tO cAmpUs fOr rEd cRoSs fiRsT aiD cOurSe(9-5)* & *gO tO woRk fROm 6pm-4am*
weD*gO bacK tO cAmpUs fOr rEd cRoSs fiRsT aiD cOurSe(9-5)* & *yOuNgEr siS bDaY*
....
tats all for my bzi week i guess??=P
tHurS*gO oUt wiF cOziNz..=)*
fRidAy*gO fOr wOrK tRaiNinG aT sUntEc?*
sAt*gO bAcK sCh fOr cCa?*
sUn*gO oUt wiF mY gaLgaL tO pAsiR riS?*
mOn*gO bacK tO cAmpUs fOr rEd cRoSs fiRsT aiD cOurSe(9-5)*
tUeS*gO bacK tO cAmpUs fOr rEd cRoSs fiRsT aiD cOurSe(9-5)* & *gO tO woRk fROm 6pm-4am*
weD*gO bacK tO cAmpUs fOr rEd cRoSs fiRsT aiD cOurSe(9-5)* & *yOuNgEr siS bDaY*
....
tats all for my bzi week i guess??=P
fAvOuriTezZ piCzZ...=)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 9:00 AM / 1st Story
fAv piCzZ wiF cOziNz..=).jpg)
kAk cT, mE n kAK cTaR(sTanDinG oN mE n siS)
mY cOziNs oUtsiDe zAmzAm..=)
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oOoOoO...oUtsiDe sWeNsEns..
*iCe cReaM tiMe=)*
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dUriNg mEeTiNg aLsO gOt tiMe tO tAkE piC?
*aT bK nEaR fUnAn..*
*aT sUnTeC aReA dErE..*
i dUn wAnNa dO tHiS aNymOrE....
Monday, July 03, 2006 5:15 PM / 1st Story
*I don't wanna do this anymore...I don't wanna be the reason why...Everytime I walk out the door...I see him die a little more inside...I don't wanna hurt him anymore...I don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...a murderer..*
[theSe days, i hv a puzzle to solve..a puzzle tat i dun noe how to solve actuali.. a puzzle tat i dun noe if i want it to be finished or let it be in pieces n left unsolved..i dun wish to pin ani hopes or dreams on e puzzle..sumtimes..it even made me wonder e msg in e puzzle is said n is mend for me oni..but wen i look at e bigger picture, sumone else deserve tiz puzzle..ppl tell me tat i musn't give tiz puzzle up..cuz tiz puzzle is special..but hv anione felt wat i felt before? hv anione felt more pain in tiz situation before?i dun noe..
tiLL tiZ vErY dAy..tiZ puZzLe iS sTiLL iN mY hAnDs..oNe fiNe dAy, i hOpE tAt tiZ puZzLe wiLL bE soLvEd..sOoNeR oR LaTeR?oNi tiMe wiLL teLL weN wiLL tiZ puZzLe bE soLvEd..
tiLL e tiMe cOmEs, tiZ vErY puZzLe wiLL sTiLL bE iN mY hAnDs..
oNi tiMe wiLL teLL wEn iT wiLL sLiP tHrOugH mY hAnDs...
oNi tiMe wiLL teLL iF iT wiLL rEmAiN uNsoLvEd oR soLvEd...]
HoLidAyzZ..=)
Saturday, July 01, 2006 7:19 PM / 1st Story
wakakazZ..=)HoLidAy iS heRe..aTtAcHmEnT LifE iS fiNaLi oVer..=) wHo wOuLd hV eVa tOt tAt aTtaChmeNt liFe wiLL fLy bY sO faSt..?bUt hEy hEy..ITS OVER NOW...!=)
sad to say tat its oni 2 weeks..but..betta den nth ritez?
now..juz planning wat to do during my holidays..
keke..hopefuli i hv fun n relax enuff before skool reopens..=P