Welcome To The World Of Marina.
Simple Rule Applies..don't like it, leave!
i've been tagged..=P
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!
"i've been tagged=P
Favourites...favourite colour: limegreen, orange, black, white...
favourite food: mOm's cookiNg, pizZa, suShi..
favourite song: moRe tHaN wOrdS..??
favourite movie: kEkE..e mOviE mE n pTuG mAdE..=)
favourite sport: fLooR baLL...
favourite day of the week: fridays oF coZ..
favourite season: wiNdY tiMes..
favourite ice-cream: chocolate..=)
current...current mood: happY n bOrEd aT e sAme time
current taste: hAhah..nO idEa..
current clothes: bLack shirt pluz black shorts
current desktop: acer i think??
current toenail: erm...normal i guess..?
current time: 9.49am...
current surroundings:morning...windy..lyk gonna rain lyk tat..
current thoughts: cant wait for attachment to end..but at e same time..dun feel lyk going..haizZ...
First..first best friend: nAtasHa..
first crush: hmM..dUn reaLi rMb i guesS..
first movie: WizArD oF oz..??
first lie: eRm..cAnT rMb..=P *hoNesTLy..*
first music: huh??i cant even rmb..
Lasts...last cigarette: erm..nOpe..
last drink: miLo n H2O
last car ride: in a cab going to work cuz raining..
last crush: last crush?hMm..dun noe whether its last or current still..
last movie: runaway vacation
last phone call: boovi..(ytr)
last CD played: mixEd of songs...Have you ever...
have you ever dated your best friend: yAh..
have you ever broken the law: erM..maYbE...NOT...
have you ever been arrested: nope..dun want to...
have you ever skinny-dipped: no.
have you ever been on tv: nAh...
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nVr...
5 things you are wearing: now? erm.. my specs, frendship band, hairband, tee n ahorts..
4 things you done today:go back secondary sch, wash my uniform, pack my back, iron my uniform, check my mail...=P
3 things you can hear right now:e radio, e wind blowing from e fan, construction sound(dun noe from where one..)
1 thing you do when you are bored:sleep lah...
5 peeps to tag :
jack mei
pris mei
anna galgal
boon mei
deq yanah
(if u dun wanna do, nvr kiex??no pressure)
*yEaH...!cAnT WaiT...*
yEaH mAn..feel so dam happy today..=)=) noe y?
today ish my last day of attachment days...!!!!!!!!sO dAm hApPy..=)kEkE..tMr tMr sTarT hoLidAy..=)muaHaHaHa*finally can rest..can wake up late..dun hv to slp early..can pay back my lost sleep..=)keke..cant wait for campus life again..mizZ my dear darlings...[tOdAy, woKe uP aRd 5pluzZ..=P*hAizZ*wake uP so e eArLy jUz tO gO bAcK tO sEcOndArY sCh tO heLp oUt iN cCa..hehe..mizz e skool..mizz my frendz dere too...now resting n waiting for time to slowly fly by..hv to go to work for e last day...*yEaH*=D (keke..cant help it but to be so dam happy...)
yEsH...!!!
yEsH...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mAnAgE tO cOmpLeTe 22 cOmpEtEnCy..=) nOe got 27 skills..buT..at least i did more than 20..keke..tot i wun be able to complete 20 in time..but hey..!i did it..=) *yeaH* bUt stiLL eNcoUraGinG my deaR dArLiNgs tO nOt giVe uP oN e 20 CompEtEnCy...we hV bEeN tHiCk n ThiN tOgEthEr..oF cOz wE mUz c eVerYonE paSs...
*cOuntiNg dOwn tO 2 mOrE dAys...!=) yeaH..sO dAm hApPy...*
FiNaLLy...!!!e dAy tAt i hV bEeN wAitiNg fOr..
hEy hEy..!!=) feeling so great tiz week..well..simply said becux...its e last week for my attachment days..=)yeaH!!!!*griNzZ* evEn tHou mE dAm tiReD eVerYdaY..mE jUx LookiNg fOrwArd tO e eNd oF e weEk..dEn it will be my holidays already..=)hAhaHaaHaa!!!!!FINALLY MAN!!! who love their holidays..especial aft a long 2 mths of attachment life..*tHanK gOd..* iTs hArd wOrkiNg oUt dErE i hV tO aDmiT..bUt..iTs aLL wOrtH wHiLe i mUz sAy..LeaRneD LOADZ of tHinGS aBt reaLitY woRLd..hMm..tAts y it's called attachment bah..?=P Looking forward for sat..planning to hang out wif my attachment group at Sentosa..*hAizZ..hV aFtnN sHifT oN fRi..*weLL..finally attachment life is coming to an end..n campus life is coming back..=) haha.. love campus time..*cuz dun hv to wake so early in e train..keke..*looking forward for new topicz.. Reali proud of myself tat i hv manage through my attachment life..=) *YEAH* i mean..i din expect to stay for long actuali..cuz..i din hv e spirit to stay..but..hey hey..=) i manage through in e end..=) wow..so amazing..reali glad tat i din quit cuz i learnt alot n realise e true meaning of life n a nurse..
SEVEN stuffs you want to know about me. (or you dont)1. reeN mY nAme2. 165 in heigHt3. i'M tUrniNg 17..=)4. outgoing5. simplistic6. loves limegreen and orange7. loves e beach, suNsEt/riSe..SEVEN things that scare me.1. creepy crawlies2. Doing long assignments3. being threatened at4. Broke...=P5. No hp by my side6. POinted fingers at7. Losing my stuff, lose my love ones..SEVEN random music im listening to at the moment1. Jujur(maLay song)2. siS taLkiN on e pHone3. TeLeviSioN pRogRamMe...4. fAn bLowiNg..5. handpHoNe riNgiNg..6. KeybOarD tyPiNg..7. bOne cRaCkiNgSEVEN things i like the most.1. going out2. pAy bAck mY loSt sLeeP...3. listening to music4. chatting/smsing5. My fAmiLy oF cOz...6. mY dEaRy CoziNs7. mY fReNzZ n gOd FaMiLySEVEN things i say the most.1. ok2. Anything..3. Up to u lor..4. huh5. dear/syg/darling6. HaizZ7. How sia..?=PSEVEN people to do this1. kYne adEq
2. AnnA gAlgaL
3. JacK mEi4. syaz aDeQ
5. LenG kEe JiE
6. mEi Qi gaLgaL7. PriS mEi
e dAy hAs cOme tO aN eNd...
Well..as u would hv known..e movie marathon would hv ended by now...well..i eventuali slept ard 3pluzZ in e morning..=Pwatch e doll master wif my cozins..oni woke up at 10pluzZ..actuali rite, woke up earli, but keke...fall back to slp bah..cuz e weather was so e nice to sleep..=)*keke* den woke up watch some more movies..blah blah blah...watch till ard 1pluzZ..had lunch..den all as pernormal..slack..=Pkeke*tats wat us cozins love to do..slack ard wif each other..=)*
wen home ard...5pluzZ??think so..haizZ..tMr got to go back to work..hmMm..we'LL c hOw iT gOeS...
still wide awake...=P
been so long since i last hang out wif me deary cozins..so...tonite..havin a movie marathon actuali..so yah...watchin movie through out e nite.....
haha..juz take a look at e clock now..=P..hmMm..its 2340 if i m not wrong...?
me at my cozin place..my twin actuali..havin a movie marathon at his place..
wakakakazZ...suppose to be busy watching emovie wif em ritez?but me not watchin wif em..=Pcuz dey watchin the eye 10..me dun wanna watch..jux cant watch scary or horror stories actuali..so yah..so of my frends noe tat me cant hear or see ani scary stories...dun now y..but its juz me lah eh..=P usuali i would be dam sleepy by now..but for today,me cant be sleepy..cuz me wif my deary cozins..wif em..i cant be sleepy..wun be sleepy also actuali..cuz dey'll keep me awakw for sure...so yah..me now jux waitin for e movie to end so tat i can go out n watch other movie..for u peeps out dere.."GdnitezZ"..
wAt cAn i sAy?
well..ytr nite, i received a msg from one of my bro..sad to say tat he quitted nursing already.. reali sad n shocked actuali..cux he is my bro in skool..nvr expext him to actuali quit..but..its too late now to actuali tok to him..haizZ..wonder how he is now..=(hmMm..jUx hOpe he'll take care bah..haizZ..reali hope he'll get into anot course..u noe stH?tHinGs r nvr pRedictabLe..suM tiMe iT cOmEs sO sUddenLy cUz u nVr eXpeCtEd tHinGs tO bE thE wAy iT iS..i mEan,i tOt iT wUn hApPen cUz e wAy tHings weRe iN e pAsT, iT diN reaLi sHow..bUt nOw, suddEnLy..tHinGs hApPen sO suddEn..bUt wAt cAn i sAy? Oni tiMe wiLL teLL.............
Because Of u...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don?t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out I cannot cry, because I know that?s weakness in your eyes I?m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep. I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing
nO nO..
No need to say a word, I heard it so clear.I could read from those tears, that man just stole you from me..So what eeu about to say was my biggest fear,but I’d still need to hear, that you no longer love me..So today before you got to do what you have to Could I make one last request from you I just need one night without the truth..So please say..No no no no..Tell me how I got it wrong..No one could just come along And not take you from me..No no no no..Tell me I’m losing my mind Cause its when you close your eyes..You’re only dreaming of me..No need to say a word, I heard it so clear..I could read from those tears, that man just stole you from me..So what eeu about to say was my biggest fear,but I’d still need to hear, that you no longer love me..
Since you been gone
Here's the thing, we started out friends..It was cool,but it was all pretend..Your dedicated,you took the time..Wasn't long till I called you mine..And all you ever hear me say Is how I picture me with you..That's all you ever hear me say..But since you been gone,I can breathe for the first time..I'm so moving on Thanks to you,now I get what I want since you been gone..How can I put it, you put me on..I even fell for that stupid love song..How come I'd never hear you say I just wanna be with be with you..Guess you never felt that way..But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time..I'm so moving on Thanks to you,now I get what I want Since you been gone..You had your chance, you blew it..Out of sight, out of mind..Shut your mouth I just can't take it..Again,and again and again and again..Since you been gone I can breathe for the first time..I'm so moving on..Thanks to you,now I get..I get what I want..I can breathe for the first time..I'm so moving on Thanks to you,now I get..I get what I want Since you been gone...

***Saying i love you is not e words i want to gear from you..its not that i want you not to say, but if you only knew how easy it would be to show me how you feel..more than words is all you have to do to make it real, then u wouldn't have to say that you love me cos i'd already know.. What would you do if my heart was torn in two..more than words to show you feel that your love for me is real..what would you say if i took those words away then u couldn't make things new just by saying i love you..more than words..now i've tried to talk to you and make u understand.. all u have to do is close ur eyes and just reach out your hands and touch me..hold me close..don't ever let me go..more than words is all i ever needed you to show then you wouldnt have to say that you love me..coz i'd already know...***
*reeN hAn*

*****LifE haS bEeN sO tiRiNg aNd tiMe fLieS bY sO fAsT.. wiThiN a BliNk oF aN eYe..i'Ve gOnE thRouGh sO mUcH..nVr wLd i hV tOt tAt tiMe wiLL bE tiZ fAst..eVeN mE mYseLf nOw hV aLoT oF cHangeS iN mY LiFe..bEiNg a cHaNgEd pErSoN nOw,mAkeS e wOrLd sEeMs bEtTa nOw..bUt wiLL e beTtA sTaY oR wiLL e dArKnEsS sLoWLy tAkE oVeR e bRiGhTnEsS iN mY LiFe?oNi tiMe wiLL teLL..******
---Life now is so much different..facing e probs in different ways now..brightness was ard me wen i am happy n prob free..but slowly as time flies by..darkness slowly surrounds me..e brightness slowly begins to fade away..hoping tat things will get betta...---